Genocide

nowhere to put my god damn phone cuz of the amount of plugs this monstrosity uses. apparently jessie j was in vancouver. damn it. god photobucket it's been awhile i must b bored i feel like i'm 16. IDF is being gay with the avatar settings. god. lol @ a cyberstalking page showing up on the side after my jessie j status. god i feel gross. toast time i think.

someone resize this for me now. mfers. god why is my knuckle so bruised what did i do last night.

i feel like d. god mcgreasy wake up.

stupidstupid twitter makes no god damn sense mang. is my blend resized yet?

Saturday, April 09, 2011

w0t. Formspring's being shit with all its repetitive questions. I haven't even got the point of tumblr yet. Maybe I should do facebook quizzes to pass time cuz i'm that FUCKING bored. puppy is asleep under the desk. Booboo. Apparently Kaen is not a babe. Gud to know. Should really be doing the dishes. Can't be assed. I'll do it eventually. Too busy eating right now cuz I'm a fat pig yh yh. Talking to that Argentinian guy I met off the bus yesterday and I'm like w0t you're white you're not espanol. and now my whole comp is being shit and shitting up. and fb's double posting like a mother. and kaen's kicking the wall. i need a shower. pbwork's is being shit and not signing me in. and i need to get the vocab for those classes i missed. ya that exam looks like a failure waiting to happen. esp with those examina questions god. i'm now exhibiting my crap Spanish to the Argentin. god what a muckin pedo.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Allright MFers. It's been over a year since I've been on this shit. Dayum. Def. did not think I'd be where I am now. Friggin engaged as fuck and full time college. Shit changes eh.

It's def. hard to write on this. Awkward, kinda. Like who the hell am I writing to so why am I typing kind of thing. Fuck my phone's harsh gonna die. Muck that Bridal expo like I'm gonna go alone lol and I dun want Honeymoon in Las Vegas that's hardly romantic. If I wanted to go to Vegas I'd just get married there to save the hassel and then just do crazy shit after; that's all Vegas is even for.

Muck this is all so complique! I dun want some lame band why can't I just have my Iphone on a dock lol.

1 hour till Biologia! N I still needa eat where should I do that Fisher again prob. god I'm always in Fisher it's like my home. At like 740 or around there I'll prob. b a keener and wait outside the door. Well if you don't do that then everyone is quickly in there by like 10 to!

God wedding food is so like high class and nasty what am I gonna do. Mb. I just get Bubs to make it n then bring it in like tupperware containers god that's so welfare.

Truffles sounds least nasty. Well I'm sure I'll figure it out.

Allright. Well looks like I better pack this shit up. I did everything I needed to do on here. Buzz Killington will prob. be screwed trynna mess up my life as usual, Art assignment is awaiting confirmation, my dress got renewed on Ebay so I can buy that shit up on the 20th, and I've figured out that I'm fucked for eating anything at my own wedding.

Now to get a huge stomach ache from cookies/cheese/diet coke and feel like crap all through first Bio which I hope lasts the length it's supposed to. If we're out at like 830 I'm gonna be like are you effing kidding me cuz then I gotta wait like an hour for Bubs if she even shows cuz it's effing snowing and idk how bad it's gotten.

Muck.

Monday, January 04, 2010

Daaaamn. This is gonna b fantastique. What is, I don't know.

This is a nice night. GD Emotions this is laeeeme cuz i'm not dealing with it right now.

Fuckkkk this keyboard n it's dark ability to see keys. Playerrrr alert!

This conversation is going into the guttterrrr-BALLZ.

Whyyy the hell won't the picture uploading for NSHA fucking work.

K bored now. N Sleepy. But person is still taking murgh.

Eating gum liek a mother fuckaaaaah.

Sunday, January 03, 2010

Frick man I guess sleeping for like 2 days straight kinda caught up to me I'm gonna be up all frickin night.

I want a damn smoke but that means unlocking the damn gate and making sure it doesn't fall down. I'd go for a walk but I'd get killed lol even though it's like 5am. Plus I don't have the apartment keys so I wouldn't be able to lock the door.

Hmmmm what to do tomorrow.

Mannn I would like to smoke it upppp but I don't know how much is left plus I'd prob screw it up. Damn my habits over the past few days. Now I'm stuck here watching Franny's Feet while awake as hell. She's always like that's Frantastic! And I'm like god you can't make a word meaning awesome out of your own god damn name bitch.

There slightly better I guess. Lol that lion sounds like Kaennn saying loyyy.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Oh my effing freaking god. So tired. And so many spasms/pains that so do not feel right. Latest I can stay up is 430 cuz there's nothing on TV after that.

Friggin game being so complicated.

Seriously why is it so fucking cold and where is my mf cat. FGS if she's outside it's freezing. Also so extremely hard to move gaaaawd. Rawr. Probably best not to stay up all night with swine oh wellll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ew too much salt today can't even think of eating anything.

Hmmmmm I wonder what's on next. Suite Life of Zack and Cody perhapppps. OH I friggin told you. Crap I'm all out of diet coke.

The heater's by the couch. But if I go to the couch I'll end up lying down and sleeping! Unless I don't go to the bathroom first then that'll wake me up. But then that'll be at like 6 and I'll be like blargh.

Omg super old Suite Life ahahaha! Suite Life On Deck Cody is hawwwwt!

How dare he insult the king of artificiality that is aspartame!!! It is my one true love. Oh he thinks I'm kidding.

And now time for Life With Derek. Oooooh Truman daaaaayum. That NyQuil I took is gonna knock me OUTTTT pretty soon. I <3 NyQuil.

K I can barely move anymore time for bedbeds.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Fail.com

Sooooooooooooo tired.

Up too early. Movie way too long and loud and bright.

Makeup hurts my eyes.

Missing you. A lot.

Lol'ing @ facebook for saying i'll die on a toilet seat. also lol'ing at the fact it's probably true

Then freaking at the fact I just put that for the world to see and blaming it on my tiredness.

Knowing I need to put my laundry in the dryer but not being able to bother because so very very tired.

Wanting Friday to come faster. So that my everything can exist once more.

Needing to do more Spanish before it starts fayling again.

Knowing AGT is over in a minute so I'll need to go.

Gawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwd.

Amy Lee.

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

He better not bail on me that b.

K I am out of breath and my nose is buzzing. That's what always happens when I sing. How layme sauce of it.

Omg. www.alcatrazhistory.com is the best website EVER. those escape attempts are epic.

Escape from Alcatraz is like the best movie.

Wtf is San Quentin. Ummm apparently pyscho murderer capital of the WORLD. Charles Manson, Scott Peterson, what the muck.

Ahahaha Scott Peterson's lawyer told the judge that a "satanic cult" kidnapped Laci. That's some reeeeeeeeeeeeally great law school you went to.

K my Kandi bracelets r bugging me.

Dammit Kaen u lost my white one I hate u.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Wow I've only been up since like 3 god I'm lazy.

And even tho I closed the curtains the damn sun keeps shining through the tiny hole I left and it's pissing me off.

Why does my throat hurt so effing much. Mb cuz of the constant cigarettes/pop tarts/chips and lack of fluids. Cuz my diet coke is flat and that's all I effing drink. I tried to drink ice tea today but the lack of carbonation bugs me.

WOW okay how the f am I going to memorize all these layme signs. That I won't even need to use. Except I'm not going back to ICBC so I can just FAIL like last time.

Omg I effing love this Maroon 5 song.

Mb I wanna see that Final Destination 4 movie. Although they should really stop cuz it's getting kinda old.

I heard Evanescence has a new album coming out or something. Although it's not like their WEBSITE is helping much.

Ew this Kalan Porter song is fayle.

Oh i'm SO glad the cookies on this comp don't reset cuz I just clicked on the home page button and was like EFF but then I clicked back and this was all still here.

How ooooooooooooooooooooold is heeee?

Ummm apparently now we have a new rabbit. K then.

K dinner time!

Layme post much?

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Ahahaha so Post Grad did not turn out to be Post Grad.

Me and LG were sitting there waiting for it to start n the guy comes in and is all "I have some bad news" and we were like what and he was like the reel effed n you can't watch this movie and we were like WHAT.

So then we were like ummmm so it was either District 9, 500 Days of Summer (whatever the fuck that is), IB, Julie & Julia, or some Taking Woodstock hippie bullshit.

So we saw Julie & Julia. Which I thought was going to be effing lame because the theatre was filled with OLD people, but it was actually good.

Why am I so tired it's only like 11 not even. And it's not like I didn't catch up from lack of sleep due to phone calls (SOMEONE) last night. I got like almost 12 hours lol.

I love how as soon as a movie based on a book comes out everyone QUICKLY takes it out from the lib even though they prob. wouldn't read it before. Shit. That's what I'm doing now. Damn bandwagon. SO easy to jump on.

KIND OF LIKE SOMEONE ELSE.

Oh wow.

I better not be too fat for a size 0. Or I'm gonna break. I mean freak. What the hell why did I put break.

K there is no one on FB chat except my Unc. who's gonna be all PO'ed at me for not phoning him the other night. Tho I should really go make food but it's kinda late now. MB I should fish. But then it dun like Facebook Chat being used @ the same time.

K why isn't he responding he better not be pissed.

I hate it when you effing go to talk to someone on FB and then they're quickly offline. Cuz the stupid site doesn't register that b4 you do it.

MB I go to Quizilla. WOW I must be bored to do that. Ahahaah I remember when my page used to be flooded with that n it would take like an hour to get to the posts. Or just doing Facebook quizzes is easier. But more boring.

What I don't want to be Victor from Corpse Bride that's pathetic that movie is v. layme.

What is this 10-15-60 minutes in Emo Boy heaven garbage god what do these people do with their lives. K Quizilla has become utter trash you don't even get quizzes anymore you just get 12 year olds posting inappropriate fantasies about the Jonas Brothers. Seriously.

How the hell did I get an s in the word timeline. Wow I'm talented.

Ahaha I love FML it's the best ever.

<3333 FML.

Ew Nicky don't walk past me u r gross.

Crap I should check showtimes for Post Grad!! Ahaha it's only @ the Odeon LG's not gonna like that. I suppose it's better than the lame Capitol Meek tho.

Awwww I miss my Newport Beach sweater soooooooo much n they dun even make them anymore.

Ahahahah YESSSSS okay I shouldn't be happy. Butahahaha. K if I gloat then it'll go away I should stop. I'm happy yet sad for him. So it's all good. I shouldn't get too excited though.

6:45 man I'm gonna hafta like rush after meeting KP.

What the DB is all that. Most of it is soooooooooo true cept I'm soooooooo not gonna say that.

K this is lame and takes forever.

I'm not a handful you gay ass wizard how dare you!!!

Omg I'm going to kill him for saying that to me.

You're my type of guy, I guess, if I was stuck @ East Northumberland High for the rest of my life.

I don't like the god damn Beatles give it a rest.

Friday, August 28, 2009

This time meekweet this time I'll be burning kyutz!!! Which aren't even the words.

Ew Drake Bell that's sooooooo like...2 years ago almost kind of? Um wow how did I not realize how inappropriate this song was???

All my musique is kind of tres layme.

Um y would I want to add a video post that makes NO sense no Gavin I don't want to replay this song shut up so u can sing your layme Hannah Montana Jackson nonsense.

You want some toast, bet you do, please add the jam & butter too. Out of grape, so sad, it's all ur fault u bad dad!!!!!!!!!

It's not add a grape that makes no sense why would you add a grape to toast.

Omg Wizards of Waverly Place movie tonight!!! Soooooo super exciting I need popcorn man except then I get popcorn mouth n it's v. layme.

K get off your layme FB Castle garbage.

Oh no I needa stop saying v. or someone will get mad at me again <3

N I heart this Miley song <333.

UM I haven't talked to this person in like TEN years what could they possibly want. I didn't even talk to them much at the time.

Oh I thought that said 27 things and I was like ummm what that's not the song title ahahaha rolf lmao ummmmm stfu wtf. K that's enough.

Omg this Paramore song many memories esp. since what I was invited to tonight. More like effing BEGGED to go to.

Man we need a Hot Topic here I can't even deal with how lame this city/country is man. Mb I order from there cuz I need Tripp pants like desperately. Sweet I found the pants for me!! Now I just have to figure out the thing with my daddy to get them ordered for me! Cuz PayPal is a bitch to me n it makes me do shit I don't understand.

I need those pants before...someone sees me again. So that I can look pretty for them. Since apparently they want to see me in pants.

Now time to have a mig and mb do something else idk damn I still needa go Shoppers how layme.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Where the H-Bomb are they they've been gone for like 17 hours.

Clay Aiken. Ew.

I dun wanna see District 9 like some Alien BM. Kind of like Inglourious BabyMeek. Except I didn't see much of that movie ahahaha oh no that guy is talking to me what does he want. he wants to ask the same q he does every time!!!

God.

And I'm supposed to see Post Grad this week too! I should prob. check my bank so I don't get screwed like last time. I should have at least 200. If I don't I'm gonna be like mf hell. Not like that $15 I effing threw away today on my god damn Learners that I failed.

That FB Kelly Clarkson quiz was messed just cuz my comp was slow it was all you answered too slowly 98% my ass.

No Andy I dun wanna c a trailer of this Alien garbage god.

N Corwin's gonna freak cuz I just told him to stfu well he was being annoying cuz he's all up on Pilsner. How effing long does it take him to type a message he keeps erasing it and starting again lol.

Nicky stop farting christ on a bike it's gross.

god computer why you gotta freeze like every sec.

k time to go back to realidades. and apparently hablar con mi tio. y mi...amigo. y quiza mi...persona que no es mi novio pero un pocito pero no.

ahahah layme sauce.

Monday, July 13, 2009

K pretty sure I have swine flu n it's not very cool.

I'm scared just like Rupert Grint who all like omg I'm gonna die. K I can't even put my head back to drink this diet pepsi or whatever I got from the machine I was like omg it works and then I couldn't use the elevator cuz I forgot the keys and it was layme I had to walk outside to the front n was v. scared.

I dun wanna get stuck in some doctor's office with like 30 peeps tho that's the thing. N what if my prescripts r not free that will bug me. And it better not be one of those sleep it off things cuz I can't rly cuz of Kaen.

But yesterday it was gone! And then today it's back to like 3 days ago!

Not cool.

K mb I do need some water I'm all pleghmy n it's really gross.

K now I need that water to get cold in the fridge. N for my damn nose to stop running.

I wish I could have got medicine like yesterday so that I could sleep in after taking it. But If I get it in the daytime tomorrow then I can go home and ada all day. Except sleeping seems to make this nonsense worse!

Lol I feel like I'm at Sarah's house. That's prob. the last time I was @ someone's house and on their comp when they are ada.

How long has the water been in the fridge for cuz I'm dying.

And now I wish I'd never gotten up cuz I have shooting head pains when I walk omg I'm dying.

That prob. means I won't be able to go to Best Babies AGAIN for like the 3rd week in a row. Well last week I stayed home to watch MJ's funeral.

It's like really hot but not quite that. Like It feels like my face is hot but then I touch it and it's like it stings.

And owww ear infections. And Tom's all like omg you don't have swine flu and I'm like ya I do idiot how would you know and y does this keyboard keep stopping.

Omg Jonathan Monsen is such a fag he was all ur gonna die that's great what a beeotch.

Ahhh my stomach hurts like a mother omg.

K now I'm all cold again this is REALLY messed up.

N there's no one on FB chat :( That could be cuz it's like 3:30am. n Spanish hangman is ghey I know all the words.

The back of my head is like on fire holy. Lolll I should watch the Hannah Montana season finale lololol.

F the secret life of the american teenager! that show is so effing gay!

K I watched HM well the first part atl east now it's really time for me to go to bed cuz it's like almost 5 omgina.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

I am quite bored. As can be proved by the fact I'm on here. Kaen is eating cheerios on his exersaucer. I am watching O.C.

What is with these sexually suggestive ads that have actually nothing sexual in them they just act like it so you turn and look. Well, it works.

Jaime Fox is kinda lame when he does songs. SO IS THAT FREAKING I LOVE COLLEGE SONG. GOD. Ohhh, Lady Gaga is win <3.

God there's Cheerios everywhere.

And now I'm trying to get Kaen to nap for like the 50th time today. Well we're going out soon so it doesn't even matter.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Dios mios, es muy dificile. Yo se Kevin va a ser enojado. Pero tengo que verle antes de sale. Tengo que. Ha sido un capítulo muy largo y pienso es tiempo para terminarle apropiadamente. Tengo miedo sobre que va a hacer. Aunque ha sido tanto malo, todavia estan recuerdas contentes.

Pero, no puedo creer el esta preguntandome este. Para volver, y perder todos yo tengo, por un amor que fue una vez.

No es justo. Cualquiera yo pierdo todo, o yo no verle nada mas.

Todavia...necesito uno mas reunión.

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Nada parece privado nada mas. No puedo usar este en la manera mismo, no puedo mantener una agenda. No puedo mantener los secretos nada mas. No tanto secretos, verdad, todos. No trato con mis problemas como en el pasado, tambien. Fue simpre con el musica, poemas. Ahora, siempre es con licor. Comprendo que es la manera mas normal (y mas facile), pero fue nunca verdad para mi. Habri sido bien para entumecer el sentimiento en la manera yo hago ahora; aunque en el final, usualmente estoy mas triste que antes bebiendo.

Pierdo cantando. Ha sido tanto tiempo que no se como nada mas. A veces piedo dormiendo en mi cama solo. Definitivamente, pierdo mi quarto. Pierdo escuela. Mucho. Es muy dificil sin escuela. No pienso que ha registrado que yo nunca volveré alli. Yo no trato de pensar sobrele. He estado allí y lo me duele tanto mas para tratar con. No se si duraré hasta Septiembre sin alguien, sin por lo menos fingiendo.

Y ahora esta cosa entera con el...fue stupido para entrar en, cuando fue obvio qué sucedería. Aunque estoy juntos con alguien, todavía duele. Y tuve que decirle que lo me duele. Pienso que ha sido tan largo que permiti mi guardia cae.

Adivino es timepo para ponerle retrocede, si sobreviviré esta cosa.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

No se cual dia debe tomar este semana para estar en casa. Manana tengo una cita y viernes una prueba, pero no me gusto jueves porque es mas dificile a venir en escuela en viernes. Pienso que voy a permanecer en casa manana. Este crucigrama es dificile. Yo se menos Espanol que pensaba. Que es "supimos"? No aprendieron eso.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Ahhhhh me abburo muchhhhho.

Voy a ver Girlicious. No hay nadie otra para hacer y paso dos y mas horas.

Es 24 centigrados...quiero ir al playa, pero en la centro de la ciudad es solo 17 centigrados y no tengo una manera de viajar.

El bano es muy complicado...era bueno antes de Kevin llegue.

Ahhh. Necesito me echo una siesta. Desupes, quiza voy a cocinar.

Alli. Yo hice un bocadillo.

Ahhhh como es solo 3? Y el OC no es en le television hoy.

Voy a ver 1408. Y despues voy a ser anterrorizado.

Hace mucho calor!!! Es tan calor para mi.

Mi piel va a se quema!!!!! Voy a ser muyyyyy roja.

Espero que puedo dormir anoche.

Friday, May 16, 2008

Va a hacer mucho calor hoy. Ahora esta 17 centigrados. Quiza voy a dar una caminata a la media, cuando el tiempo supone estar 20 centigrados. Espero que las pastillas de hierro me hace sentir mas bueno, porque soy cansado todo del tiempo. Y quiza si yo tomolas, yo puedo durar el ultima mes de escuela. El hijo esta pateando muy duramente. Mi espalda, lo me duelo...

Es viernes!! Kevin va a venir anoche porque todos estas bien <3 Nosotros nos reconciliamos...bien jejejeje. Con esperanza, el tiempo va a quedarse calor hasta luego, entonces vamos a ir al parque o dar una caminata. O quiza nos echamos en el jardin en el sol!!! Soy emocionado.

China es tannnn comuniste!!

Quiero ir al Playland tannnn malo...quiero ir en el "Fiesta de playa loca" jeje. No se como puede ser peligroso...yo no pienso es verdad. Quiza voy a ir en el "Flume" jejeje. Sera muyyyy mojado!! Tambien, la "Pirata" es divertido. Son solo pocos que puedo ir en, pero todavia, yo quiero ir.

Ahhh. No puedo encontrar mi poema de el ano pasado!! Era un poema bueno, y quiero leerle. No puedo pensar de donde sera estar.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Las memorias de ayer noche devuelven a mi repetidas veces, y lo me duele. Yo me siento como yo ha le perder ya...el me dice que no es verdad, pero yo no pienso que sera sentir tan malo si no sera...

Es como si nuestra relacion establo he agrieto finalemente, desupes de todos de las problemas recientemente. Yo soy tan solitario sin mi amante, mi amigo mejor. Yo se que voy a verle en sabado, pero es tan lejos de ahora. Yo no estoy seguro que puedo durar tan largo. Yo no tuve un vida de otra manera que nosotros por...6 meses.

Puede usar esto tiempo para pensando, pero...yo quiero verle hoy, quiero hablarle hoy, ahora. No me gusta este "tiempo para pensar". No necesito a pensar. Quiero solo a fijar este, anoche. Si yo le llamo, sera mas dificile para no ver, para no estar juntos. Yo no comprendo porque el puede hacer esto, pero yo no puedo. Cuando yo trate de, el me dice que no quiere a no verme por 3 o 4 dias. Asi, yo no quiero a no verle hasta sabado!!! Supono es diferente porque de las incidentes de ayer noche, pero todavia no me gusto.

Tenemos hambre. Que mas es nuevo?? Mi bocadillo es en mi armario, y yo le quiero...pero voy a esparar hasta Espanol. Tambien, yo necesito agua nueva porque yo no tengo nada.

Yo no creo Kevin fue ir a salir ayer noche, y termina que tenemos tan rapidamente. Yo sabe que el me amora, pero yo soy tan espantado que yo le perdo. Yo le necesito, nuestra hijo le necesito, y creo que podemos pelear este.

Somos mas mejor que este, no somos este tipo de gente, a abandonar tan facilmente.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Tengo mucho hambre; pero yo quiero esperar hasta Espanol. Solo dos horas hasta yo puedo ir a casa! Yo tengo que mirar el ultima episodio de "Amas de casa desesperadas" que yo omitio en Lunes. Eso y el O.C. van a me dura hastra sobre 6pm, y entonces yo tengo que lavar me pelo. Que vida interesante yo tengo. Yo me aburo...yo quiero ver Kevin...es triste. El acido en mi garganta es quedando tannnn malo!!! Lo me molesta mas que todos cosas!! Solo 10 minutos quedándose en este bloque...yo no puede esperar hasta es termino...ahhh. Yo voy a tomar como 30 antiácido cuando yo llego a mi casa, siguierda ellos no hacen nada. Yo quiero ir en un avion...yo solo quiero ir a un lugar diferente antes yo no tengo el elección nada mas. Supono que el "babymoon" a Vancouver voy a tener que suficiente, y sin duda voy a ser. Asi, si Kevin y yo no peleando. La vida es muy estresante a el momento, y yo solo quiero la situacion a ser mas mejor...tengo que ir, finalmente.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

AI7 Auditions Week 4: Atlanta

I'm Josh. I'm 27 and I work with glass. K that's cool. Wait what he's gonna throw it across the room if he gets in? Awww. He's doing some weird eye thing so they're like turn around. K. You're gonna have the AI singing turned around. Paula says yes. Simon says no cuz he scares him. But Randy says yes so he goes in.

JP was 2 seats beside Carrie Underwood and he regrets not getting to know her while they were audition buddies. K. I doubt she would talk to you now anyway.

Pauila has a trouble saying no so there's a song about her.

Jesus Christ. Her dad died 2 days ago and she's all up in the audition still? K.

Hey look it's Miss Florida. Wow. Lol Simon hates her but he hugged her and she got a yes from all of them. She's just excited.

And now everyone is singing glamourous.

Eva Miller. Awwww she slipped on her number and fell on her ass and they all laughed.

Nathan Heights. Apparently has attitudes.

Amanda Overmyer. Is a ripoff of what I used to be.

Asylum? Oh. Josiah.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Oh blik, ben ik Nederlands.

Misschien die betekent dat ik een Nederlandse baby zal hebben. Interessant.

Of misschien zou ik gevoel kunnen stoppen zoals snot enig seconde nu en dat mooi zou zijn.

Misschien wat paracetamol.

K die ik niet weet wat naar Kelly luistert Clarkson wordt aangenomen voor mij terzijde van uitvoering mij te doen wil terug in augustus in de zomer zijn toen ik op NIET werd geklopt. Hoewel dat Noedelss tijd was. Welk ik een kans aan de voorbije week heb gehad. Maar ik heb nodig dat opnieuw niet, niet met deze baby.

Maar deze liederen herinneren totaal mij van het lopen op naar de bibliotheek in zoals 30 graad weer in mijn buis top en miniminiminirok en mijn MP3 speler. En zijnd op de bus. Ja mis ik zomer. Maar ik weet ook dat ik betere dingen nu heb.

Zoals Kevin. Wie ik in 3 uren kan zien. Zelfs wanneer ik hem net nu voor het maken van deze baby binnen mij haat. Hoewel het niet is zoals ik niet geholpen heb.

Voornamelijk dit lied! Beman deze zomer was heet. Omg geen dat dit ook de Busje muziek is van toen ik begin van juli ging. Ja, dat is wat het is.

Ow die ik brak mijn schouder omdat ik op het duwde en het heeft niet ontspannen. Ik moet Kevin krijgen om hem nu te repareren.

De domme neus.

K in ieder geval. Ik zou voltooiing zijn geschenk nu moeten gaan.

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Yo no sé por qué yo mentí a él. Yo no lo escogí y yo lo sé muy bien, y exactamente por qué yo no lo hice, también. Yo quizás había tratado, pero fallé a causa del hecho que soy casi en amor con Kevin.

Me mató para hacerlo llora como eso. Y para ninguna razón de otra manera que el hecho que soy una ramera que quiere ver personas sufren.

Qué yo quiero hacer es corrido. Y mantiene apenas correr. Lejos de todo. Lejos de todo que sé hasta que yo no sepa nada ya, hasta que yo no sepa quién yo soy.

Kevin asombra. Y él no merece esto. Y yo lo hago deja tan él podría tener algo mejor si fui suficiente fuerte. Pero en este momento él es realmente lo único me manteniendo juntos. Y para cualquier jodido arriba la razón, él me quiere. Aún después de que todo que hiciera a él anoche, él todavía me quiere.

Y ahora Brendan todo "Ah, yo le daré otra oportunidad si mi interés actual dice que no". No. le Jode. Yo no trabajo como eso. Hice ni renuncio Kevin para usted en primer lugar, yo nunca iba a, permitió sólo después de esa clase de mierda. Aunque suponga que él haga lo que hice a él toda semana. Pero es diferente porque doy una mierda y él no.

Yo sólo quiero hablar a Kevin. O ve Kevin. O los dos. Yo no quiero esperar hasta mañana. Quiero compensar lo que hice ahora. El hacerlo anoche no fue suficiente, aunque fuera el sexo más asombroso jamás. Necesito hacerlo hasta él por es bueno a él, la manera que él merece tener una amiga es.

Quizá un día que mi vida mejorará de su estado constante de shithole.

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Vielleicht sollten Sie zu verdammter Hölle gehen.

Lolina.

80 Leute, die alle in einem Zimmer ausrichten.

Gott Dörfchen saugt Block, den C vielleicht ich bohren wird, werde machen eine Mathe, dass ich angenommen wurde, gestern Abend außer ich zu machen, habe Zeit nicht gehabt, zu gehen, erhält mein Lehrbuch von meinem Schließfach plus ich habe schon das purpurne Blatt gemacht und die Frau Stich war, wie gut Sie VERSUCHEN SOLLTEN, die Lehrbucharbeit zu machen, und jeder weiß, dass Versuchmittel es überhaupt nicht macht.

Dammit nicht erzählen mich, dass meine Stelle Scheiße oder ist, den ich sagen werde, dass Sie Scheiße sind. Sie sind Scheiße. Siehe.

Blah hat nur 4 mins von dieser wunderbaren Mittagszeit verlassen.

Und dann heute Abend ist meine letzte Nacht ohne meinen Kevin. Außer musikalischem Theater wird hella lange Zeit nehmen. Cuz, der es am wahrscheinlichsten 2 Stunden ist. In dem ich verpackt, schulde Brendan ein verdammtes Viertel. In dem ich verpackt, werde sein, wie ich fickt, habe ein Viertel meine gesamten Ersparnisse verloren ach Scheiße.

Alltäglich Poutine.

Todesanzeige. Croûton. Sparen Sie auf Speisen. Payless Gas. Gas R Usa. Umarmungen für Schläger.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Jeg er Norsk. Er ikke den sexy tiden.

Blahhh. Jeg vil min ny kjærlighet on-line. Det er som 8 hvor er han.

Muahaha 19 tap et trekk. Derfor mye punktene for meg !

Kk forbann det. Hvis han er ikke på ved 9 han sannsynlig ikke kommer på.

Jeg kunne ringe ham. Men jeg vil ham ikke til å tro jeg kan ikke dra en dag uten til å snakke med ham. Fordi jeg KAN. Det suger akkurat.

Kanskje skal jeg åpne Photoshop og skal gravere mitt scenefoto. Og da er Sladder Pike på. Slik forhåpentligvis faor han på før 9. Fordi jeg ikke roper ham på 10.

Gud forbann katt faor pels kunner over min svart skjorte.

Hvor CRAP er han ? Alvorlig dette effingr meg av.

Bot. Jeg vil lese gjennom CAD arkiv. For de neste 2 minuttene. Og da kommer jeg til å vokte FJERNSYNSAPPARAT og forhåpentligvis han undertegner på en eller annen gang i løpet av 9 og 10.

Ahhh omg som han er enda ikke på. Og det er bare 20 mins til jeg er prob. gå til sengs.

Å godt. Jeg vil sende ham et budskap i kveld.

Ahhhh som han er on-line endelig. Omgina. Ahhh som det lager meg slik glad. Awww som han hadde middag med hans pappa som er slik yndig. Awww som han er all hisset opp om Fredag. Han lager meg gjør den tingen hvor jeg dekker min ansikt cuz som jeg smiler som et 2 år gammel.

Mine beinstikk liker en mor. Kanskje hvis du har ikke skåret deg derfor mye. Lukk opp. Hattular ! Spechatular.

Awwww som jeg ville elske til å bruke natten med ham. Derfor mye.

Og jeg mangler ham. Derfor mye.

Awww min bebe Jul med som ham kommer til å være spark.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Hmmmm. Eintippen Englisch.

Ich weiß um dies nicht.

Monologe. Kataloge. Analogone.

Mohinder smarten auf.

Was, warum sind, angestoßen wir zu werden.

Eff.

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