Guhhh my throat hurts. If I'm sick....

Jonathan gets in tonight eekina! That gives me like another day to clean up my room lol which I was supposed to do yesterday (I meant to!) and ended up putting pictures everywhere. Shut up! I love MCR!! And Green Day!! And Simple Plan!! And Fallout Boy!! And Hilary Duff!! And Paris Hilton!! And Kelly Clarkson!!

I have to let Bobby out!!

I love Jason Mraz!! I found a really really old picture of him on the back of an old Kelly Clarkson one that I took down yesterday and I was like IT'S JASON MRAZ!! Cuz back then I didn't know who he was and now I love him and hope I get his CD for Christmas.

I bought myself the Ev Live DVD yesterday!! Finally! But I don't get it till Christmas danm!!

Holy crap. I talked to Paul yesterday. Like Paul. I haven't talked to him in like a year. See, we almost went out last year but then it got messed cuz he got scared and then we were too embarrassed to talk to each other. But I hadn't seen him a lot this year except for one day when he came into my French classroom and was like "Could we borrow a stapler?" and then I looked at him like omg it's Paul and then he looked at me and then we both looked away. And then yesterday he was in my English class block A for like 10 mins and I was like omg it's Paul and Sandy was like omg it's Paul and then he looked and then I laughed for like a day and so did Sandy.

And during pancake breakfast I saw him in the library and I was like heyyyyy I'm gonna go talk to Paul and then I ate my pancakes and then I went to go talk to him. He was writing an essay so we didn't talk that much but we still talked. About what happened last year. Well actually, what DIDN'T happen last year. And he said he didn't know why he never talked to me again. And what should happen now. And then he tried to be the Victoria public library lol it was great. And then he talked about how this was his last day at Claremont. Because his parents are making him go to private school. And I was like :O my Paul. Well not really lol. But I was like ooooooooooooooooooooh. And then he was like yeah. And then we were like sooooooooooo...um what happens now...and then we were like ummmmmmmmmm I don't know.

And then later I phoned him. And we talked. About why I didn't catch the candy cane that flew into my eye at the skits. It flew from behind! But he said he didn't know how it flew from behind into my eye. Well it DID.

And we talked about how I bought black hair dye again yesterday and how it's gonna be like last year except more kickass cuz I have the side bang thingies that I never did last year.

And about how if anything should happen now. And he says that it'd be difficult. Which it would be. Cuz he won't be at school anymore. Although I've only seen him like 4 times this year anyway so it's not like we saw each other much anyway. It'd be kinda like going out with Kyle again. Although Kyle was an idiot and Paul isn't so not really.

And he said he's willing to put in some effort but not as much as he feels would be neccesary. And by that he thinks that I'm still the same as I was last year. But I'm not. Last year I was like blah but this year I'm all BLAHAHAHHAH like in a good way. Lol.

So he said he'd think about it and that I should phone him again randomly some time. I'll do that in like a week or so. It'd be weird though. Cuz it's PAUL. And like all that stuff happened last year. But I don't know.

Now I'm talking to my sister on the phone. And we're talking about Christmas BM's to give people and stuff. And now Ryan's blaming his sickness on me. Um no I got it from him.

I love Disturbed.

I have to listen to Thrice I was supposed to like 6 months ago!!

My sis asked me what else I wanted for Xmas. I told her that Newfoundland sweater from the patch. That's a kickass sweater I hope it's still there.

I need to email Ehlie to see if we're having a BMover tonight or not.

Whoa I totally forgot this was open. I want to PM someone on Quizilla for part of the HP Fanfic I've been reading but I have to danm register first!! Fine.

Um fine don't send me a registration email little pig!!

This was my email to Sarah:

whur r u
i fun u dahd ehle bu na ansa
stooped dahd ale
mab i fun u mahm
wee nee slepova cuz i knead showe u sumtin dat i dun no haw itz hepened itz soooooo werd
du wee invaht dat setephie o selvahna i fun dem
buh ya i fun ya
oo fun meh
cuz we kneed tak junasin hee cum 2knigh
yaya
larelye

Lol! Don't worry she'll be able to read it. We don't type like that for real just to be the dumbasses that we are. Yo! That was lame. Shut up.

Now my mom is talking to my sis! About me!! Lol jk I don't know but probably about Xmas presents or something.

Now I'm listening to Lillix. That's so random.

I have to check with people to see about Christmukkah. But that requires the phone so I'll have to wait.

I want to see how old Enya is. Dude she's only 44. Wow. I love Enya. I need her new CD.

And Era. They have CD's but not here.

Bleh.

Lol I posted the email to Sandy and she's still trying to figure it out! I have to wash my hair! I'll do it later. But I should do it before I get really sick cuz it sucks and it makes my nose run while it's under the sink. What? I don't know.

I have a brilliantastic idea!! We shall have a Christmukah wrapping session! Of course! We shall wrap presents together! The 3 sisters of the Christmukah tribe! That shall be exciting! And then it would mean not having to do it in my room so people can't see what they are recieving!

Dude why is his hand so loose.

My eye hurts.

Hey it's Jordan Deveaux!

I'm so hungry. But I feel too sick to eat anything. But I probably should hold on.

K I'm back. With Life BM.

What the hell! The danm thing still hasn't sent me the confirmation email!! Fine I'll just go take some MCR quizzes if you're going to be like that.

Sweet I would go out with Gerard!! And I know my metal lyrics! Lol.

K I ate. Didn't do much. But still.

I think I might go lie down soon like Ryan did.

Lol apparently I'm an Evanescence lyrics master. Well that quiz was not hard.

Hey I got a new thing I need to add it to the front page.