Jonathan is a stupid stupid face. He is ugly. And I hate him. I want him to die.

I am on the phone with him right now and he is stupid. He doesn't know who Green Day is!! What a retardface!

He's so mean! Lol he always says mean things about me! Like everything I say!!

Yeah. This will be so odd when he comes over.

Meanie!!

K he's gone now. Lol he's so mean to me!

He's going to bug me so much when he comes over!! Which will be sometime from 2-5. Then why the hell did I get up so early? I haven't even slept for 10 hours which sucks because I'm sick which why while on the phone I coughed and hacked so much and sneezed Anthony and he was like omg shut up!!

But he has emulators and music for me!! And I have Ev!! And Nightwish!! And my room!! And he's going to try and fix my shitty discman although that's not likely because it's shitty!!

I need a drink!!

Back!! With lime coke!! And cake!!

And listening to Disturbed!! Who are the best!! Aside from Ev!!

The top of my mouth hurts!! And my neck hurts!! And my throat hurts!! And my head hurts!! Shut up!!

Oh wait!! Me and Sarah were supposed to have a sleepover tonight! I should phone her!! But my bro is on the phone!! Oh well!!

And now I'm going through the front page!! And looking at all my wonderful Ev that I spent hours getting and still get!! And thinking about how danm proud of it I am!! And listening to Story of the Year!! Because they are awesome!!

K I almost fell asleep in my room right now I went to put my planner away and then I was like well just 1 min because I'm so weak but then I had to get up cuz I remembered this was here plus there's too much Christmas crap on the radio right now.

Ow GOD my neck is so friggin like broken!! Seriously I like can't move it it hurts so much!! And stupid Jonathan doesn't believe me but it does!!

Do we have any Clay Aiken Christmas stuff on here? We better! Crap I don't see any. I want Kalan Porter's verison of "Mary did you know" which they play on the radio all the time!! Fine I'll just settle for Kelly Clarkson's version of "My grown-up Christmas list".

Is Stephanie still on? She better be cuz Christmukah starts tonight I think. Shit doesn't it start at my house? Apparently Sarah is sick oh no!! Well so am I that's no excuse!!

Now we are all on the phone!! Apparently Christmukah does not start tonight because Sarah is sick! That is stupid!! But oh well! And Stephanie wanted me to go shopping but that JM is coming over so I can't!!

Now we are off the phone!! I understand why Jake Gyllenhall was #1!! I would do him!! Lol I'm so retarded!

Bobby why do you keep hitting Kyutz I don't think she appreciates that sort of violent behaviour.

Now I must go to MuchMusic.com to see if the list is posted there!! Gerard Way should have been #1 though he is the hottest!!

I wish there was a Fandemonium for Ev again that I could be in!! I would do anything for them!! And if there was a Guy Sebastian one I would do EVERYTHING!!

This is from the MM.com site to see if you'd make it in Fandemonium:

You're walking down the street when you hear a girl screaming. Racing to the source of the screams, you spy Evanescence down an alley (it was actually the drummer screaming) - and they're being menaced by a group of street thugs!

What would you do:

a)Run away because the last thing you need is another ass-whuppin’.
b)Run and grab a security guard and lead them back to the alley.
c)Run into the middle of the battle – Kung Fu isn’t that hard is it?

Ahahahhaah if it was actually Rocky screaming I'd have a heart attack laughing and then I'd go kill whoever it was that was beating them up but I'm sure Rocky wouldn't really have trouble with it.

I've seen the Ev one before but that was when I didn't know that much about them but this time if I watched it I'd so beat them!! This one dude had the Ev symbol shaved into the back of his head. Now that's fanism. That's not a word. I don't care. Shut up.

My neck hurts. Like emmensely.

Bubs says she can take me to the doctor after her appointment but I'm not sure what time I'd be back and that JM is supposed to phone.

I'll go tomorrow if it still hurts.

DISTURBED!! Sorry.

Lol when Jonathan comes I'm going to play so much Ev just to piss him off because he hates them now even though he used to love them until he heard their live CD which he was disappointed to hear was "live". Dork.

That Disturbed. Them and their crazy ideas.

And then Colin was like "Crazy ideas? You have no idea...". That Colin. Him and his evolution. And phillisophical comebacks. Whoa. I have no idea if I spelled that right or not.

Apparently I'm talented because I cut myself on tape. Well the sharp thingy cut me!! Stupid Jonathan.

Now I'm helping Stephanie give away items to newbies on Neopets. Hardcore fun!! And listening to SIMPLE PLAN!! Because they kick ass. Don't look at me that way. It was an honest mistake. Lol sorry I couldn't resist. I like different stuff.

Lol I'm so glad no one's here right now I'm just like sitting here singing Simple Plan while waving my arms around. Well not really singing cuz I can't sing right now so more like talking Simple Plan really loudly lol. TO BE HURT TO FEEL LOST TO BE LEFT OUT IN THE DARK TO BE KICKED WHEN YOU'RE DOWN FEEL LIKE YOU'VE BEEN PUSHED AROUND TO BE ON THE EDGE OF BREAKING DOWN AND NO ONE'S THERE TO SAVE YOU NO YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE WELCOME TO MY LIFE!!!

Lol sorry. I did that with Hannah and Gavin yesterday in my room when "How could this happen to me" came on the radio and they were like :o wtf lol!!

YO WASSUP WE'RE SIMPLE PLAN!!!! Sorry.

K Stephanie how long does it take you to get dressed I've been running this board myself for like an hour!!

I'M TRYING TO FORGET THAT I'M ADDICTED TO YOU BUT I WANT IT AND I NEED IT I'M ADDICTED TO YOU NOW IT'S OVER I CAN'T FORGET WHAT YOU SAID AND I NEVER WANT TO DO THIS AGAIN HEARTBREAKER HEARTBREAKER!! Sorry. That's a great song.

I should probably get dressed too. And make my bed for when Jonathan comes. Ew that sounded so wrong. I just mean that everything's all over the place!! Yeah sure Rebecca. Hey you shut up. No you shut up. Make me. K I will. *shoot*. Oh crap I'm dead. Ahahahah told you.

Ahahahahah Sir Paul. Sorry.

Lol what!! Those SP guys are weird.

Hey Toni Braxton sweet! Love this song. K EVERYONE has a session at AOL, seriously.

Hey Stephanie's back. Um I'm not whipped you stupidface he's not even my bf.

Whoa I've like written so much. That's because I've been here for like 4 hours.

Hey Passions is on that's a good way to pass an hour!!

LOL!! What is with this freakshow they're at like some freak party with that person's like skull dad!! Hey look the spirits in the basement are back!! And stuff is flying from the cauldron!!

No I will NOT forget about the slashed tire pig!!

Yes I agree.

What are these like angel babies flying out lol.

Ow my neck hurts I think I'll go upstairs now and I'll be back when that JM stupidface comes.