Kelly Clarkson - "Don't"

You look at me,
Like you always do.
You don’t have a clue.
You smile at me,
You hug me,
But you don’t know I want you.
You play with me,
You flirt with me,
You tell me all your secrets.
I’m always the one you run to,
but to you I’m just your friend.

Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart cant take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,
Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.

Ooooh ooooh no... no.. nooo.

I try my best to rid these thoughts,
Of you and I it’s so hard.
When come to me,
I fall back on my knees.
I learned to hate love.
You kiss me on the cheek,
You say you’d never make it without me.
It’s getting harder everyday.
Please don’t say to me,

Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart can’t take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,

Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.

Don’t say you love me.
Don’t say you love me.
Don’t say you love me.
Don’t say you love me.

My heart cant take it.
I love you so much.
But you don’t see me.
I hate love.

Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
Unless you mean it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t hurt me.
No...

Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart cant take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,
Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.

Quizzzz

1. How old will you be in 3 years? 20. Oh wow.

2. Do you think you'll be married by then? Pffft. I wish.

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months? Um. Steve coming back from camp. Seeing Sorsha. Hanging with Jonny. NOT school >_<

4. Who was the last person you called? Jonathan.

5. Who was the last person to call you? My sis.

6. Who was the last person to text you? ?

7. Who was the last person you hugged? Ummmm. Gavin.

8. What were you doing at midnight last night? Talking to Shawn.

9. Parents separated/divorced/married? Separated.

10. Last time you saw your dad? Sunday.

11. What happened at 11:00 a.m. today? I woke up and I was like oh shit I need to phone Jonny. And I did.

12. How many states have you visited? One.

14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? Soscks. Oh wow. Look what I managed to do.

15. Are you a social person? Usually.

16. What was the last thing you drank? Juice

17. Favorite ice cream? Mint Chocolate Chip

18. What is your favorite dessert? Ice creammmm.

20. What kind of jelly do you like on your peanut butter sandwich? Um. Jam. What the hell is jelly?

21. Do you like coffee? Ew god.

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average? Ummmm. Probably like 2 or 3.

23. What do you drink in the morning? Pop if there is any if there isn't then water.

24. Would you rather kiss someone with or without a tongue ring? Um. If it tasted all metal-y, then without. Can't say I've ever had the opportunity.

25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? Yup. Near the wall.

26. Do you know how to play poker? No.

28. Any plans for this week? Jonny. TV. That's really about it.

29. Do you eat out or at home more often? What is eating? 34. Have you ever been in an ambulance? Nooooooooo.

35. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool? Ummmm. Lake. Chlorine is nasty and seaweed is sick.

36. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat? I've never been on airplane :(

37. Do you know how to drive a stick shift? Nope.

38. What is your favorite thing to spend money on? Clotheeeeees.

39. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7? No. I can't sleep with it on. But I wear 4 things every day: The ring my wife gave me (love you Sorsha baby ;) ), the ring my sis gave me, this random ring from Claires, and a necklace with a ring of Hannah's on it.

40. Do you speak any other language? YES!!!! FRENCH SPANISH AND RUSSIAN. Sorry, I got a little excited there. I like languages.

41. Can you roll your tongue? I'm attempting to right now. And the lady beside me is giving me a very odd look.

42. Who is the funniest person you know? Brendan. Even though we're not talking till September, I'm not going to lie. He's hillarious.

43. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Not WITH as in I don't like hold them or anything, but they're on my bed, yeah.

44. What is the main ring tone on your phone? Shut up.

45. Do you still have clothes from when you were little? YES. GOD. ALL OF THEM. That was such a big issue today. I'M NOT GIVING THEM TO HANNAH.

46. What is the color of your bedroom wall? It has a colour? Sorry, all I can see are pictures of Hilary Duff.

47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth? Yes.

48. Are you crushing on someone right now? Yes ;) GET BACK FROM CAMP GOD DAMMIT.

49.do you currently hate someone? Ummmm not really. I don't tend to hate. It's not worth my energy unless they've done something really horrible to me, and that's only happened twice.

50. Do you like pickles? The ones from a jar, yeah. Not the sick ones from McDonalds.

Facebook is a homo website. It's "upgrading". Which means I can't get on it. And I'm at the lib again because it's fun to walk all the way up to the library when I have a WORKING computer, so Facebook only has 32 mins left to upgrade or I'll kick its ass.

Sweet I got 5 more hits today on Nex. K I needa get a life.

God daaaaaaaaaamn I want Facebook. I needa learn more Harry Potter spells so I'll be top of my house!!! K. Looooooser!!

I wanna see Jonathan. But noooooooo, he had to go and be BUSY today with his AUNT ( although no offence to her, I love that lady).

But I have the new It Girl novel yaaaaaaay it's all new and pretty looking.

Also there is no one on MSN. There isn't even any of the lame people I'll talk to when there's no one REALLY good on. There's not even any losers on. Just losers I don't talk to.

WHY is everyone looking at me. Do you have a staring problem old mannnnnnnn????

Hey, Instant Star is on @ 9:30. The intense looking one. I needa watch it. Also, I missed The Best Years last night @ 10. God damn. And I was up and everything.

Yeah I'm bored. This computer chair like squishes you into the table.

What the hell. Why did that lesbian post that retarded thing on my comments and then block me. What a gaylord. Literally.

Hey it's Nick. He walked by me. I wonder if he is going to the Teen Centre again like he always does except no wait it's not Friday/Saturday so he can't ahahaha.

Never again, never again, they gave us 2 shots to the back of the head and we're all dead now.

Yeah okay. MCR songs are v. violent. I wonder if there's anything good on Myspace. Doubt it. The stupid thing won't let me upload the new pic I've been putting on everything. How stupid. I wanna find one of those quiz things and spend the next 17 mins doing that. Awesome I found one.

I bet someone's gonna come on just as I have to go.

Shit. See? 6 mins left, and Wade just signed on.

My life is homo.

Okay I have 4 mins left I'm gonna check my stuff one last time and then go. But first I will post that wonderful quiz I just did.

Awwww now I'm sad cuz I want Sorsha to be here.

But also hella EXCITED cuz JONATHAN is coming over tomorrow.

But also sad cuz Steve is at camp till end of Aug :(

But also hella EXCITED cuz CI Results are on tonight.

But also sad cuz Shawn is in Alberta for 2 weeks :(

But also hella EXCITED cuz I get to phone SORSHA tonight.

But also sad cuz I have paint on me.

But also hella EXCITED cuz Max is phoning from New York at some point.

Yeah. Those are my many emotions of today.

I'm confusing as hell.

I'm soooo hungry.

I also need a job. Damn. This is gay. They narrow it down on the school job postings so that it's not asking you to be a manager of like some shoe place. Yeah this isn't working.

Small potatoes. Gosh darn it.

I want to phone that one person but I don't want his mom to like spaz at me cuz she hates me.

I should really clean my room cuz Jonathan's gonna come over and be like what is this trash pit. But I know I'll end up doing it like 5 mins before I go to get him. It's just how it's done. Just like when we meet "halfway" I make him walk like 3/4 of the way and then hide behind that person's gate and he's like yeah nice hiding I saw you. And then sometimes if he's slow I get to the BC Hydro station and sit on that thing and then he walks by and pretends not to see me and keeps walking awwwwwwwwwww the things we do.

Wow.

There my food is cooking.

Lol I think I busted the address bar my bad.

Why is limewire being so horribly not working. Seriously.

What the W. I cannot believe this:

Teacher ruins book 7 for 400 students
Posted By Matthew on 07-31-07 @ 10:24 AM - 10 comments - Link
The Daily Mail reports that on the last day of school at St John's Church in Somerset, England, the primary school head ruined Deathly Hallows for 400 students by reading out the last page of the book. Apparently, the teacher didn't have a malicious motive, but wanted to read a passage that reflected the "goodbye" theme of the day.

The National Confederation of Parent Teacher Associations blasted the school, saying, "It beggars belief as to how someone could even consider doing something like this. It spoilt the book for a number of children. Whatever the motive there wasn't sufficient thinking behind this. It is something that the children at the school would have spent the majority of the holiday reading rather that saying they were bored."

If a teacher had done that to me I would have flipped and ran out the room before they even started. Who would do that. What a gaylord. That is like the worst thing I've ever heard. Although the part about the kids spending the majority of the holiday reading, I don't get that. It took me 2 days.

This banana is odd-tasting.

Hey there becca just wanted you to know that you are CRAZY!!!!

That was Martha.

Crap CI is on nowwww.

CI5 Top 8 Results:

What is this lame group song.

Recap of last moght.

Enriqueee.

Is this like a 3 hour special.


They did many hair thingsss.

First B2 is Matt. Other is Martha.

Martha is gone.

CI5 Top 8: Unplugged.

Lol Ben and Zack are burning each other.

How is Enrique more successful than Shakira. Oh. Because he's been around for 12 years. Shakira's only been around for like 6.

Martha Joy - "True colours" by Phil Collins. Yeah I don't care if it's really by him he owns it. Oh dear. That was kinda bad. Jake said it was the right interpretation and she hit the right notes but he's not feeling it. Maybe because it was BAD. Farley said they need to accept the kind of singer she is in terms of emotions but she sang it well. So basically she sings well but she's dead inside. Get used to it. Sass loves it. Zack says Farley is bang on but this one note was horrible. Yeah I noticed that too. He also says she's the little mermaid. K. 1-866-9-IDOL-01

Dwight D'Eon - "Every breath you take". Crap I stopped paying attention. Farley doesn't like. Sass says it wasn't the greatest but she appreciates it. Zack says he made it his and his vision of Dwight winning is fading. Jake said his stylistic choices with the song were good, some notes were bad but emotionally he got into it. 1-866-9-IDOL-02.

Jaydee Bixby - "Time of your life (Good Riddance)" by Green Day. Oh...my. Well then. Sweetie, it's a good thing you're adorable. Because I don't think there's words for what you just did. Sass liked. Zack said he shouldn't twang if he's not from Texas and it was awful. Jake said it was a dishonest performance. Farley said he should stick to who he is. Awwwww baby you are sooooo sad now everyone will vote for you!!! 1-866-9-IDOL-03.

Tara Oram - "Heaven" by Bryan Adams. Zack doesn't like. Jake said it was honest but shaky. Farley said it was an opportunity to show off her soul or something but she didn't do it. Sass said something about a great moment. 1-866-9-IDOL-04.

Brian Melo - "She talks to angels" by Black Crows. I don't think I've ever seen him without a hat on. Yes Brian Melo is awesome we all know. All judges love. 1-866-9-IDOL-05.

Matt Rapley - "Ain't no sunshine" - Sup CoolWhip. That was Matt Rapley. It wasn't as bad as last week, but still bad. Farley says if he had shown more character it woulda been better. Sass says it was absolutely gorgeous like an old spiritual thing. Zack said he's probably the most gifted vocalist they've ever had on the show. Ummmm no. But he says he needs to take it all the way. Jake says he has the kill the notes like he did last week. Yup, he killed them all right. They all tell him to step up. God CoolWhip, step up. 1-866-9-IDOL-06.

Carly Rae Jepsen - "Torn" by Natalie Umbruglia. Carly is in love with Enrique. I love this songeeeeee. She is sooooooo prettttty. She looks scared though. Sass loves. Zack says she's true contender to win and he adores what she did. Awwww me toooo. Jake says he loved the start and he finallly got the goosebumps he was lookin for. I think Farley said something inappropriate. But he loves her so it's all good. 1-866-9-IDOL-07.

PS: Instant Star seems like it will be v. intense this week. Watch it.

Greg Neufeld - "I'm Ready". I remember this song from my 98.5 The Ocean days. Yeah. He coulda picked better. Zack loved and ran and hugged him. Ummmm. K. I'm not seeing what he saw. Now he's dancing in his seat. Jake said it was fantastic too. Well I guess he did with that song all you can do cuz there's not much you CAN do with that song. You just...sing it. Farley said he did everything at the right time. Oh, I bet he DID. Sass says he has it all, the whole package. Yeah. Haven't heard THAT before *rolls eyes*. 1-866-9-IDOL-08.

Recaaaap. This is the first time I've wrote a good one in a long time. I got lazy.

Ow I just killed myself. This top is really really tight. Ahhh my back.

Okay I'm good. I was just in a lot of pain there for a bit.

Chivas is a great song.

God people. I just want the song "Don't" by Kelly Clarkson. Is that so hard? Apparently. Why is it that when I type it in on CrapWire it gives me every single song she's ever done. And now none of the ones I'm clicking on are connecting. Greeeeat.

I wanna see Jonathannnn. But nooooooooo, he needs time with his FAMILY for a few days. Pffft. Like I'm not family. Oh well. He'll get bored by tomorrow night and phone me. I haven't seen him in like 5 months my lil' babeeeeeeee. I wonder what he will think of my wonderful Seattle/Maine plan. He'll be like ummmmmmm no I forbid it.

Kelly Clarkson is the preeeeeeeeeettiest. I really really wish someone could free her from Clive Davis without ruining her life. Every time he comes on American Idol at the finally I'm like ewwwwwwwww god haven't you died already.

Awwwwww that was the nicest vid I really miss that show. I needa clear out my YouTube faves so I can finally save some crap. There. I'm surprised all the Ev stuff from PinkPop 07 wasn't taken down by the ever so possessive WindUp Records. Aw come on. They took off my Thierry Amiel stuff. I better have an extra copy of his audition that was so rare. Good I do. YouTube is gay. It's all like ooooh copyright this and ownership issues that.

I should really get dressed.

I needa learn more Russian so that if/when I see Max I can be like эй ребенок я тосковал без Вас!! And he'll be like о мой ребенок бога я также!! And then it'll be all like *hug hug* *reunite*. Lol!! Yeah okay so much for that.

Gosh darn it. I really really need some food I haven't eaten in like 24 hours. C'est un jour parfait.

Rick Steve bugs me he is such a nerd.

Why is Max still up it's like...3:26am. I swear he never sleeps.

There I am dressed how beautiful. Yet kind of cold. And needing to do my hair. There it is all wonderful except I still have a headache. There was something about that in Russian I don't know if I got that down or not in my notes. я имею головную боль. There.

You know what I really want to watch? House of Commons Committee. It just sucks that I don't get that channel. Otherwise, I'd be so there.

Me and the Magic 8 Ball are tight. I should get it on my Facebook. Except that I have enough application crap already.

Heyyyy it's the Officina.

Oh crap CI is on.

1 month and I'm still sober. I mean what.



Jonathan Monsen comes here in 3 days oh my lord.



Wow that guy's Nexopia was...interesting.



Why does my head hurt so so so much.



Why did I tag all those people in that photo wow.



My fingers crack so very easily.



Awwww Kelly's given in to stupid Clive Davis and agreed to make a pop album for 2008 that's gay. My December is the best album it's all deep and has feelings not like some lame meaningless many pop songs just to sell. I hate Clive Davis. He ruined Clay Aiken. And now that I've wrote this he'll probably come after me too. Bring it, old man.



Sweet. I joined facebook groups dissing him. I feel better now.



All the pics of Kelly in this group are soooooo prettyyyyy.

My feet hurt from those sandals. So I took them off. Although I don't know if you're allowed to do that. But whatever I don't care. Why is that save now button expanding at everything I type. I have 32 mins left. I am on MSN. Khalila G left CI the other night. She was PISSED off. It was sad cuz it shoulda been Matt Rapley even though the CoolWhip thing was pretty funny they were like oh Greg you're so amusing. My pants are tight. What else is new.

OMFG JONATHAN MONSEN IS COMING ON MONDAY 2 DAYS EARLIER THAN PLANNED I AM FREAKING OUT CUZ THAT IS SO SOON IT'LL BE THE WEEKEND TOMORROW N THEN JONATHAN IS MAGICALLY HERE LIKE OMG GOD.

Stupid Mayuko. Make me do her lame hw when I'm at the lib. I'm sooo hungry.

K I have less than 5 mins left. That went fast. I needa get my shoes back on. Maybe I'll go rest in a chair before I walk home again I dun wanna walk all that way again right now.

K 1 min left I should post this.

My computer broke. Which is why I am constantly at the library. Even though it takes forever to get there and forever to get back. But it's all good. Jonathan will be here in like a week so I will no longer be bored. Also those extended relatives of mine are moving in. How delightful.

I really need to go to the bathroom. Also Canadian Idol results are on in 2 hours. And I want to go to WalMart to buy that Buddha plaque for that wall I'm making for my room. Oh yeah I forgot what I need to check on FB.

Well then.

Bathroom now.

There I finally fixed the font on my page so it's not like miniscule anymore.

I should wake that person up so they don't miss their lame soccer.

Air New Zealand. Yup.

I am v. cold. Therefore I will drink some cold Sprite to make it better.

Well Clive Davis sucks he ruins everybody. And he's old.

Sweet I got 2 new KC songs.

K I needa stop reading.

Holy I've been reading for awhile I'm on page 305.

Whyyy can't I get those 3 songs anywhere god.

That was many hours ago. HP7 is v. intense I am on page like 430 or something.

It is 9 days till Jonathan gets his butt out here. He is taking forever about it.

K yeah bedtime now. Which means reading at least another 50 pages of HP7.

Oh wait. I said that like 20 mins ago and I'm still not in bed. Huh.

Awwwww. Well that was a nice change to a crappy feeling. And a pretty Nexopia too.

Seriously bedtime now. What the hell is a security token.

Kelly Clarkson - Haunted

Louder, louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time
In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone
And I'm still crying
Shocked, broken
I'm dying inside

Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Shadows linger
Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
Don't leave my side
It's not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart

I miss you, you hurt me
You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness
Was hiding inside
Now all that's left
Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise

Where are you
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Why did you go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall

Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Where are you?
Where are you?

You were smiling

This is my beautiful new blog. I made it all beautiful last night. Yes I did. Is it not beautiful. Yes it is. I should really buy this CD, it is amazing. I need to get the sitemeter tracker back on the page. K this thing is being gay and not adding.

HP7 in like 2 hoursssssssssssssssss. Wow I'm excited.

Wow that is a very hot pic of Kelly Clarkson. If only I knew how to add pics onto this thing. Oh awesome, check that out. It's like, right there. Isn't that so very hot. Oh sweet. I should use that as the main pic. I think I will do that now. There. See how beautiful it is indeed.

I am having an uplifting convo with a certain person. These pajamas are silky. Wow.

OMG 10 DAYS TILL JONATHAN MONSEN GETS HIS BUTT OUT TO CANADA.

I LOVE THIS SONG IT'S ALL LIKE I'M BLUE DA BA DEE DA BA DAI. Yeah I'm done.

I should wake that person up. 2000 ans sur la terre.

Wow. That's cheerful.

K time to get uppppp. K I'm cold. I needa sweater.

Omg HP7 in like an hour I'm gonna have heart attack. I really have no idea what is going to happen. I seriously don't. Oh no my fingers broke.

Yeah I need to get ready. My throat hurts. That sinus stuff did nothing for my ears.

I must find a beautiful pic to attatch to this post.

Kelly Clarkson - Sober

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am

Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

...exactly.

Top 10 Results:

Nicklecrap group sooooooong. For the guys. No Jaydee.

Avril for the girlsssss.

Omg Rihannaaa.

Recappppp.

Holyyy Rihannah.

Dammit Break.

Back.

Omg omg omg crap.

Umbrellaaaaaaa.

Break.

Hottie Hottie Hottie sexpot Kalan Porter damn.

Results.

Tara & Dwight are safe. Martha & Jaydee. Are also safe. Ben stopi t. Khalila & Carly and Mia are bottom 3. The rest are safe.

Break.

Khalila and Carly are safe. Mila is homeeee.

Kalan is homeeee song.

CI5 Top 18 Resultsss:

Recappp of last nightt:

Awwwww my bebe Jaydee. Awwww my bebe Carly.

Martha is safe. God this she-man is safe too. Scarlette and Naomi are in bottom 4. Khalila is too. Mila is other member. Raaaaaaacist.

Guys:

Tyler is safe. Clifton is B4. Andrew and Dwight are too. Brian is other.

Dwight is safeee. Khalila is safeee. Brian is safeee. Clifton and Andrew are home.

Scarlette and Naomi are gonee.

Only 25 mins of glorious free time before I have to get ready for mf work.

Oh I should email my dad it was kinda his bday yesterday ahhah.

I better get a day off this week. Seriously, if I have to do this Monday-Friday I'm gonna be PISSED. For some reason I thought HP was this Wednesday. But it's next.

Lol I sent him that stuff and did all that stuff on his page.

Blahhhh. Fine. I'll get ready in FIVE minutes.

K it's been 5 minutes. GOD. FINE. I'll get ready.

There I'm ready. Now I'm gonna do some stuff n then leave.

Blahhhhhh.

God who are these idiots they add me on MSN and then they're like tung losa and I'm like shut up what does that even mean.

Where is the Paradoxes CD I cannot find it. Oh well I will just look for Je Suis Malad on YouTube. What is C. Diddy. Awwwwwwwwwwww his lil' audition that is tres adorable. That reminds me I need to feed my gerbils some bananas. There. That moron buried her food dish. It took me like an hour to find it and she got all pissed at me for undigging it.

Hey. YOU'RE very poor. God.

Now I am on phone with Sorsha.

Now I am levelling up my Facebook pet awesomina.

God get to Level 13 already.

K I've been doing this for like 5 hours. Stop.

I needa put these French songs on my mp3 playa. Could you rip any slower if you tried. Aw crap now I gotta rename all these untitled tracks so I know what they are except I dun have no idea what he's saying. This is SO HARD. It bette work in the end.

There it worked beautifully.

And now my pet is soooooo levelled up and has awesome gear and will kick Jonathan's pet's ass.

Oh wow I was gone for a long time. I needa go to bed.

I'm tiiiiiiiired. Oh CRAP I have to go in like 5 minutes!!!

How did the time pass so fast??? I was gonna check that email too!

K I do it fast.

CI5 Top 22 Girls:

God I hate you she-man you suck.

Martha Joy man. Aerosmithhhhh Asia sang this on search for new PCD.

God she man is on. You suck.

Camila. Who is Mila. Miller. Singing Melissa R.

Maude Coussel-Jengle?

Annika Odegard. Awwwwwww this song.

Hi my name is Naomi-Joy Blackhall.

Scarlette Burke. Is dating Justin.

Khalila G.

FINALLY MY CARLY RAE! I hate this song. Frickin Corrine Bailey Rae.

Awwwwww my baby.