Okay, so yesterday night I was sleeping over at Sarah's dad's house, and it's like a huge mansion thing it's so awesome, but anyway, I talked to Jordan. I asked him like why does he have to be so mad at me all the time, and he's like, "Well, I'm not really mad, it's just that it's really annoying when you say stuff that makes us all argue." and I was like, "Well, I don't mean to. I just don't like it when you're mad at me" and he's like, "Okay then, on Monday, let's just like, try to get along". And then I said some like 10 minute thing about how if I've been thinking about if I should make it be over, like us, and about how if it was over I wouldn't be able to talk to him again even if he wanted me to, but like now because it's not over yet I know I can phone him like any time I want even if he doesn't want me to, so like could he decide, because it wasn't that hard, and it's like how much time does he need, because if he did care then why couldn't he say it, because it's like he's said it before so why couldn't he say it now, and he might not be saying it because he didn't care, and if he didn't care then why couldn't he just say because then it would be over and we both wouldn't have to worry about it, and it's like it's not like very good like me not knowing whether he does or not.

And he said about Andrew when I said he was friends with Andrew, he's like, "Well yeah, sort of". And I was like, "Um I thought you guys were best friends," and he's like, "Well I'm actually better friends with Jonathan and Ben, but Andrew thinks we're like BEST friends." and I was like um oh my god but then I was like, "So if I asked you, like to call me sometime, would you do it?" and he was just totally like, "Yeah." and I just totally like whoa, because I like totally didn't think he would, so I said, "Because I like totally've been wanting to ask you to, but like I totally can't do it at school because then people would like KNOW, which I know you like totally don't want them to, which is like what it was like last week when Derek was asking me if I lived in a bumhouse, and then I said to ask you, but that was a really dumb thing to say because Derek doesn't know, and seeing as I said that now he might kinda know, which is like, bad, and, do you think I live in a bumhouse?" and he's like, "What?" and I was like, "Do you think I live in a bumhouse", because he's like totally seen my house, so he was like, "What, is that like a place for street bums and where they live?" and I'm like, "Yeah", and he's like, "Well, no, not really," and I was like ugh! not really? That is so messed up!

But then Sarah and Stephanie were trying to disconnect the phone, so I said to Jordan, "Okay, I'm gonna ask you to phone me tomorrow...are you going to?" and he's like, "Well, what time?" and I was like, "Well, I'm gonna be home all day, so whatever time is good for you," and he's like, "Well, I do have all those drafts to do, and so do you, and I might be going out, but I will try to call you tomorrow," and I was like, "Okay, so does that mean you DO care?" and then he's like, "Well, I don't totally NOT care," but then I said to him, "Okay, Stephanie and Sarah keep saying they're gonna unplug the phone, but I don't think they're gonna do it," and he's like, "I think they will" and then Stephanie did something that made the phone go all blowy staticy and freaked up, so I lost connection for like 2 minutes, but then it stopped, and I was like, "Um, did they..." and he was like, "Yeah, they did", in this totally 'I told you so' kind of voice which got me so mad. I started freaking and running around the house looking for Stephanie and Sarah because they disconnected us, and he said about how he would call me tomorrow if he could, and that he'd better go before they do it again, so he did.

And then so I went running around the house, and I was like, "I just spent half an hour on the phone with the most GORGEOUS man alive, and you two FREAKS just totally ruined it when we were just about to solve our problems!!!" But then I found them and they said sorry because Sarah tried to stop Stephanie from diong it, but she wouldn't listen. But then I was still happy because like he was gonna try and call me and he admitted that he still cared, which I know is hard for him to do, so I gotta give him props for that. Right? If ya'll got any advice or stuff about the whole Bek and Jordan thing, email me at redrose1345@hotmail.com, okay? Thanks ya'll!

Bek

There's not much to write about my group today, Stephanie wasn't there, so all we really did was work but Derek was being really hyper. We switched stations again, so now we're studying the Apatheid, or something like that. It's about the time when the blacks were segregated from the whites, or something like that. We had to make up questions, so Jordan suggested, "Why did the whites hate the blacks?" so I was like, "Um, maybe because they TRASHED their country???" and he's like, "GOOD!!" I was like:whoa. And then after at lunch when we were re-doing our heroes thing in the library, I was talking to Jordan about why he never picks up the phone, and before Derek came into the library I said to Jordan, "You know how you said that if one person messes up, then the whole group will get marks taken off?" and he's like, "Yeah." I was like, "Well, you know I can do that, right?" and he's like, "Yeah, you already HAVE!", so I was like, "Yeah but I could do it more." so he's like, "Okay..." and I said, "Well, suppose I said, if you don't pick up the phone next time I won't work?" and he's like, "Oh so now you're threatening me?" and I was like, "No, it's not a threat, it's more of a warning." I scared him so good. I know it's mean, but I'll think of another way to get him to call me later. This is just a beginning plan.

Okay, so today we switched station AGAIN, and now my group is learning about Hitler or something. And I was trying to talk to Jordan about Paul Martin, and I was like, "Do you like Paul Martin?" and he's like, "You ARE Paul Martin!" and I was like, "Um what the hell does that mean?" and he said nothing so I was like right...and Steph was looking something up in the dictionary in the H's for Hitler or something, and it went like this:
R:Ooh look hostile!!"
R:Oh no wait, that says HOPPER, I thought it said hostile ahahah!!"
S:I'm gonna get hostile if you don't shut up!!
That was SO funny! And then I said to Derek, I was like, "I want to go to Fanny Bay," and he's like, "That's rude, don't use profanity!!" and I was like, "I'm gonna kick your fanny if you don't shut up!!" and then we were laughing so much but then Mr.Cafley started looking at us so we shut up.

And then, when the sheet said to write what we thought about Hiler's propaganda, and we were asking Jordan what we do, he's like, "You have to write like if you think, like if you think it was really skanky or something", and I was like, "OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT!!! And he was like, "There's more than one meaning for that, but of course you only know that one.", so I was like, "Okay then, what's the other one mean?" and he's like, "Well why don't you look it up?" and he threw me a dictionary, so I opened it, and started looking, and Derek's like, "And Rebecca's like flipping through the pages going 'Okay, skank, skank...'", and they were both laughing so much, but then I couldn't find the word, so I threw it to Jordan and told him to find it, but he wouldn't. We got a zero on our Hero sheet, you know the one we messed up because of JORDAN? I had to hand it in to Mr.Cafley anyway, even with all that Clay Aiken and Australian Idol stuff on it!! And I told my group that, and Jordan's like, "You wrote about CLAY AIKEN?" and I was like, "DUH!! You told us to put down our own personal hero, so what else was I supposed to put? You?" That was SO funny. Oh my god, on E-talk Daily just now, Tanya Kim said the Muppets are coming to town so I turned around because I thought she said the MOFFATTS are coming to town ahhha! Oh my god I have such a hearing aid. Whatever...that means.

And Derek keeps saying, "Jeezus CHRIST bananas!!" but I thought he said something about RICE BANANAS so I kept saying that all day till they told me to shut up, so now I say, "Holy Ryan Malcom!!". It's either that or Heinz Winckler. I have to go to dinner now, but I might be back later, for Ryan Malcom's sake.

Okay, Sandy wants me to tell you that I called her a loser in science today by doing the loser sign on my head so she came over to my table and wrote meanie on my hand which is what she does when I do something like that. I WAS joking, by the way, in case you're wondering, which you probably were, because that's you people do, all the time, is wonder. Or something...like that.

Okay, so I'm talking to Sandy on MSN, and we're talking about what happened today at the library. So we all switched stations, so now my group is working on some hero thing, and we had to write about hero people and what they were, and Stephanie says right in the middle of working, "Rebecca's hero is Jordan.". I was SO pissed off at her I was like, "You are gonna DIE for that!!" And then Jordan messed us up so bad by telling us that we had to write about who we all thought were heroes and then put down one of our own so we did, and then Mr.Cafley came over and said that we had to RESEARCH heroes!! I got SO mad at Jordan I was like, "What the hell is wrong with you you're such a freak!!" and he's like, "Well you can't just rely on me, you have to take responsibility for your own work, you know, use your brain." and I was like, "Yeah but-", and he's like, "Do you HAVE a brain??" and I was like, "Um YA!!" and then we were talking about American Idol and he said it was stupid, and then he was like, "And now they're gonna have a WORLD IDOL!!" and I was like, "YES I KNOW IT'S SO COOL!!!" and he's like, "And it's gonna be on CHRISTMAS DAY!!" and I was like, "YES THAT IS SO AWESOME", and he's like, "Well, MERRY CHRISTMAS, you're gonna be getting a load of crap!!". I have no idea what that means. I asked him how he found out and he said the radio. Tomorrow I'm gonna bring my list of participating countries and winners for the World Idol show, just to show him I know it all, which I do. I'll just tell you it all to prove it:
America-Kelly Clarkson
England-Will Young
South Africa-Heinz Winckler
Poland:Alicja Janosz
Netherlands:Jamai Loman
Germany:Alexander Klaws
Normay:Kurt Nilsen
Lebanon-Diana Karazon
Belgium-Peter Evrard
Canada:Ryan Malcom
Australia-? Only 2 more days till the winner is announced!!

Of course, I've heard them all!! The best are Heinz, Kurt, Alicja, and Diana. Kelly Clarkson sucks, okay? She does not stand a CHANCE at winning. Ryan Malcom's cool, but I don't think he will. It better be GUY!! That is, if Guy wins, which he better!!

Derek kept saying that Santa Klaus was his hero it was so funny!! And I'm so glad we didn't have to write down personal heroes that would take forever with me. Mine are:
Jordan
Clay
Delta
Cosima
Guy
All the other Australian Idol contestants except for Bek, Lauren, and Paulini
Hilary Duff(DUH)
Ryan Malcom
Audrey de Montigny
Jenny Gear
Richie Wilcox
Billy Klippert
Shannon Noll(lol Nolly, I love him even though he's competing against Guy!!)

See, I have so many there's probably millions more but I can't count them all!! I had my hair curly today and Shannon made it so pretty in Math today but then she tried to fix it and she messed it up. I'm gonna curl it tonight again so I can look pretty for Jordan tomorrow!! Whoops. Sandy just asked me what I think I got on the English Lit test we had today. I think like probably almost perfect it was so easy it was multiple choice so I just picked the terms I thought were right for each paragraph. Or something...like that. Oooh, we had this Career Choice thing today, where we had to pick a career from the list to represent at the career fair, and of course I chose singing!! I hope I get to do it.

Well, I'd better get back to Neopets now...I only have 763,000np and I need to make more!! Lol I'm so under-exaggerative...if that's a word....

Okay, so I was thinking back to Friday, when we were doing that Civil Rights cheap thing, and I remembered some other things that were said...the first one was when we were in the library and then Jordan got Derek to go find some books, so he did, then Jordan's like, "Okay, that gets rid of HIM, now there's you two." But he didn't mean it meanly or anything. Then there was at the beginning of class in the morning when Mr.Cafley said to come out into the hall because he wanted to talk to me, which he did, and then I came back in and they asked what he said, and I was like, "He said that there are people in this group that I conflict with, and I have to learn not to conflict with them", which is what he did say, and Jordan's like, "People in this group that she can WHAT with?" And it was really ever so funny. Oooh and then there's this next good one, when Derek was drawing his Equator for Socials, and we had to find the distance between Fanny Bay and Victoria on the map, and he couldn't find Fanny Bay and he was getting so mad and he was like, "Where the hell's fanny bay?" and then Jordan's like, "Um what are you doing?" And Derek's like, "I'm trying to find friggin Fanny Bay!!" And Jordan's like, "Right...". I know it's kinda rude, but it was still so hillarious. Only 3 days till the Australian Idol winner is announced...they had 10 days to vote...it BETTER be Guy!!!

Okay...so I'm just about to go and lie in my room for a bit, but I thought I'd write something first. So in Socials we started this new unit called Heroes and Victims where you learn about people like Martin Luther King Jr. and stuff, and my group is Stephanie, Derek, and JORDAN!!! We're studying civil rights for Black americans, or something like that, and today I kept getting in trouble because Derek was being so stupid and kicking me in the library, and talking whale like Finding Nemo. And right the in the middle of silent reading, he runs in the door and yells, "P.Sherman 22 Wallaby Way". That's from Finding Nemo. And then Mr.Cafley's like, "DEREK!! Calm down before you think about coming back in again!!" And then when I was trying to read Derek kept leaning in my face and he was like, "JEAN CRETIEN". And then he was like, "GEORGE BUSH". So then I went, "GORDON CAMPBELL", and it was funny. And then he threw Stephanie's book in the garbage can and she was like OH MY GOD it was so funny you should've seen the look on her face she was like :0. And Derek yells, "Rebecca just threw Stephanie's book in the garbage can!" And I was like, "I did not. Don't lie." and then Mr.Cafley comes over and he says to me, "The other girls in the class are looking at you and wondering why you want to act this way." and I was like, "Um, and I care because???" Well I didn't really say that but I thought it and then I told Jordan and Derek and Stephanie what he said and they were like okay...and then Derek kept bulging his eyes and saying, "it's RUDE to stare". And then I started laughing but Cafley looked at me so I tried to turn it into a cough but it didn't work and he was like, "Okay Rebecca, I'll see you after school", and I was like DARN IT!!! But Derek had to stay for like half an hour so I got off better than he did. But it's good Jordan's in my group because he keeps us on track, even though I usually work unless Derek's being a retard, and Stephanie just sits there and stares into space. So Derek's like, "Stephanie's from Mars" and it was so funny, because then he's like, "Rebecca just fell out of a pinapple tree", and I was like "What? A Pama tree?" and then we were both laughing so much because it's like Mr.Pama you know. So in the library we watched some MLK video, "I have a dream today" or some cheap thing like that, and Jordan had the remote but Derek pressed the wrong button so it blasted and I just turned my head away because everyone was staring at us.

Anyway, that was my day. We get to work in groups again on Monday which is so cool because I have Stephanie who's my friend, even though she does nothing, and Jordan who is being nicer now, and Derek who's a retard but he's hillarious.

Okay, so I changed the girl character in LOTR, now I'm gonna try linking songs. Okay, I just tried to click and drag and it transferred the song to my folder...right...C:\Documents and Settings\Susan Mathieson\My Documents\My Music. No, that doesn't work either...I don't think you can do this...Okay, I just tried to open the file using Internet Explorer, and it copied it to my folder again....RIGHT....I want to go to McDonalds now to use my free coupons from Halloween...I'll work on this later...

Cosima

Oh my god, my mom is SO dumb, because on Neopets, when you log in to your account, if you type in the wrong password 6 times, it says "Sorry, you have tried too many times to guess this password for today", and so she typed in Alistair, which she thought was my password but it wasn't, and pressed the Enter key like 7 times because the comp was being slow, and it gave us that message, so now I can't get into my account for 6 hours!!! So the Australian Idol finale is in 10 days, because the Australian Public gets 10 days to vote, and they BETTER vote for Guy!!! If Shannon wins I will seriously die, because he's so cheap it's not allowed.

And so now I'm talking to Melissa on MSN, and we're talking about Jordan, because I'm telling her about how he can't make up his mind and stuff, but seriously I'm sure he will. It's only like a month and a half till Christmas. Last time we were mad at each other we made up on Christmas Eve, and it was so...I can't say cool...I don't know...romantic I guess, but I won't go any further than that, because it's secret, and only Shannon knows about it, and I don't mean Shannon Noll off Australian Idol, I mean Shannon my best friend from class.

Now I'm listening to Clay Aiken, "Measure of a man", which is on his CD, which is available now, but I don't have it yet, but I'm so getting it soon. I found out yesterday that the 3rd Harry Potter movie, which is The Prisoner of Azkaban, is coming out in June of 2004!! That is SO far away!! The other two came out mid-November, and that is SO unfair!! Now I'm listening to Clay Aiken, "I survived you", which is my favorite song on the CD, which I have on Kazaa. I should try to find out how to link songs on here so you guys can download them. I'll try some stuff later. I found out which Lord of the Rings Character I am, so I'll be posting that in the template later so you guys can see it. At first I got Pipin, but I didn't want him because he's ugly, so I'm going to post Orlando Bloom(he is SO hot), and Arwen, who's really pretty.

Well, Melissa's off MSN now so there's not much I can say, so I'm going to work on the template and linking songs to here. I'm listening to Clay, "No more sad songs". Ahoy!!

Okay, so last week on Australian Idol, Paulini got voted off, and I was like YES, but this week, Cosima dropped out. Like she quit. Seriously I was like OH MY GOD. She says she has a throat virus and decided to leave the competition. Now I only have Guy left. Oh well, there's no competition with him against Shannon. Shan has no chance at all. GO GUY!! But Cossie's definatley going to get a record deal for sure. Oh, and Richie Wilcox from Canadian Idol left a personal message for me today on the Canadian Idol Message Board, saying thanks for starting the Smiling Faces and being a good fan and stuff, which is so AWESOME, because I love Richie so much.

And in Drama today, Jordan did his Pablo Picasso thing, which was good because he only missed one line, and when he forgot Ms.Sneddon said who's got his script, and it was so funny because I did, because I had picked it up just to see if he got everything right, and so she asked, "Who's got Jordan's script? Cue Him". And I was like, "Oh, I do." And he looks at me like, "What the hell are you doing with my script?" but it was okay because I gave him the line and he was okay after that. Before the performance I was kinda talking to him a bit, because I told him how much I wanted to be Pablo, and he's like no you don't he's annoying, and then he sat down, and I sat down, and I was like, "So are you still mad at me?" and he's like, "Huh. Not really." So I was oh okay, that's good. And after he finished he was like, "I would have done anything to switch parts with you, seriously.". And I was saying about how he got the best music because it's Don Mclean, "Vincent", and that's the song that Clay did, AND he was wearing the exact same shirt Clay was wearing on the night of, "Here, there, and everywhere", which is SO cool because Clay is so awesome you know?

And today in class in the morning we had this substitute Mr.Burgess and he looked exactly like a cross between Josh Groban and Marc Devigne, which is SO cool. And so when we were playing this game some of the teachers came in to give us reading assesments, and I got to go to the computer lab to work with Mrs.Robertson which was cool, because she's like one of my best friends, which I know is dumb. But whatever.

So Ryan Malcom's new video, "Something More", is on the Hit List now. It's number 20, and it was on yesterday but I didn't see the beginning of the show so I missed it. And now I'm downloading a whole bunch of Lilix songs, because they are so cool, but one of the songs says it's going to take like 243 hours, and I DON'T want to wait that long, so I might try something else soon. So now I'm looking for Evanescence, "Tourniquet", which I already had but somehow it got deleted. So now I'm downloading it.

Now I'm listening to Eden's Bridge, "Breath of heaven". For homework tonight I have Math and Science. I would've finished my math if the stupid counsellor hadn'tve pulled me out of class like she ALWAYS DOES!!! She keeps wanting to talk to me and it's like no get away LOOOOSA!!!!!

Anyway...I think me and Jordan will be okay now, but I really shouldn't say that, in case it's not. Or something...like that. And now I'm listening to Hilary Duff, "The Math", which is a cool song, because it is. Or something...like that. Okay really, I should really stop saying that. So Shannon came over today, which was cool, because she's cool. Mr.Pama says I'm obsessed with the Idol shows. It's not obsessed, it's called a hobby. It's like, get one!! But seriously, it's not just like turning the TV on or something you actually have to look these people up and download their stuff and see who they are and what they're like and stuff. Effort, man. effort.

Hi mates, I'm back!! I just got off the Australian Idol site, and I found out all the songs they did last night. Paulini did, "At last", which is one of my favorite songs she BETTER not ruin it, and "Almost like being in love", which I don't know. Guy sang, "Hit the road Jack", which I don't know how anyone can SING that song, and "The way you look tonight", which is another favorite but I know he'll do it to justice. Oh yeah, Levi's rapping. Oh yeah, Bobby Brown!! Okay seriously, sorry. So ANYWAYS, Cosima did, "L-O-V-E", which MIGHT be a Delta song I'm not sure, because I know Delta did a song called that, and "Smile", which Ruben did on American Idol. She, obviously, was probably the best of the night AS usual. And Shannon, who I hate his singing so bad, sang, "New York, New York", which I think I know, and "Under My Skin", which I also might know. Right now I'm listening to Kelly Cavuoto, "Stupid Girl", also known as, "Mascara", but when you download songs on Kazaa they always have the wrong name. Maybe I should go see how they did on the message board, the Australian one.

Now I'm watching and listening to Kimberly Caldwell, "Anymore". Now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Predictable". Yesterday I went through my archives and looked at all my stuff about Alistair. How I wish I had still to write. Whatever means. I think it means I miss Alistair and want him to come back. How procabulious. I haven't used that word in like so long. This song, "Predictable", is the perfect Jordan song. He says he'll call me, and does he? No. He says he loves me, and does it? No. Well, I'm not too sure about that. He can't decide whether he does or not. You're just so predictable, in every way I, I want you to know I know your game, it's so unbelievable, how you change, you won't get away with loving me. I'm SO glad I'm doing that at the talent show. And the same with, "Fatboy". Here's a perfect line for him: You say that money isn't everything, but I'd like to you live without it, you think you can keep on going living like a king, ooh babe but I strongly doubt it. Okay, I'll shut up now.

Now I'm listening to Delta, "My Big Mistake". When I go to my time zone page on sitemeter.com, it says I've got someone from Australia visiting my site. Do you think....no, it's not possible. Unless Duncan told him about it because he knows it, which he might've, and the pinpoint on the map is right on Adelaide....hmmm...I wonder what he thinks if he DOES read it? He probably thinks Jordan is a jerk, which he is. He probably thinks I like him better, but I don't. Alistair will always be the best. I wonder if he watches Australian Idol? He probably likes Guy and Cosima, just like me. Well, at least I hope. Everybody keeps saying I should phone him on a payphone, because I do have money, but I'm not sure...I might get in trouble, but why would I if it's my money? I do want to find out if he watches it. The best thing to do is ask. I'll do it before next weekend, if I can muster up the courage, which is doubtful, but blimey, I'll try, mates.

Okay guys, the vote has been decided! I'm doing Delta Goodrem, "Predictable", and Silverchair, "Tomorrow", also know as "Fatboy", done by Kelly Cavuoto on Australian Idol, as I've told you. I have no idea when the talent show's gonna be, but at least I'm prepared!! I'm talking to my sister Teresa on MSN now, so I gotta go! Later, mates!!

Okay, so yesterday I went to Sarah's house for her sleepover birthday party, and Amanda was there, and Sarah's cousin Clare too, and so we got there and we watched TV for a while, then I went to the Australian Idol site and watched some of the new videos from last week's show, then we had pizza, then cake, then we went to the mall and I got this fortune pen and you ask it questions and it says yes or no. See, listen, I'm asking it now does Jordan still like me, and it says, "The spirits tell me yes". That's what it says everytime I ask it that so it must be true, right? I'm so glad you agree with me, mate. It makes things much easier, whatever that means. I'm going to have so much fun with that in class. It's like I'm doing my work but then I get bored so I play with my pen. So anyway, after the mall we went to the cornmaze at like 8:30 which was when the scary stuff started and in the graveyard there was this guy Donnie with a mask, and he walked around, and if you called him Bob he chased you he was so scary he was following me and then I ran but I tripped and I landed in the bushes and Amanda landed on top of me and he was like 2 feet away I was so freaked out so I like scrambled up and ran so fast. And then there was Jason with the chainsaw from Friday the 13th, and he walked around the inside of the fence by the lake sticking the chainsaw through at people and scaring them. I kept talking Australian all the way through and people thought I was Australian, seriously. I saw a lot of people from my school there, too.

And then we went home and watched Final Destination which was so scary because all these people die but still it was funny, and then after I wanted to watch Third Watch but then they wouldn't let me because they said it was too boring so then they changed it to King of the Hill which is such a cheap show, then they watched Family Guy, which was okay, and then they fell asleep so I watched Clone High. And then in the morning we watched Final Destination 3, which wasn't as good as the first one but still, it was a good sequel. And Sarah gave me this picture of Orlando Bloom which she said was so ugly but really, it wasn't to me, so I kept it, and I got some yummy chocolate too so that was good. And then I came home. Oh, and while at the Corn Maze I got a Hot 103 water bottle from Chanine Carr from HOt 103 which is cool even though I don't really like that station I like the guys that work there like her and AJ and Crash who do the morning show.

Okay, so I put down a list of songs for the talent show and I cut them into slips and then I put them all in hat and soon I'm going to pull 2 slips out to see what songs I'm going to do. Now I'm listening to Levi Kereama, "To the moon and back", which is such a cool song because, you know, LEVI did it on AUSTRALIAN IDOL, and how cool is that. Beyond cool, mate, beyond cool. If anyone's interested in the Australian Idol website, which you're probably not, even though you should be because it's good some mighty good videos(Haha Mark Holden), it's http://au.australianidol.yahoo.com. Now I'm listening to Levi, "Rock Your Body". This was when he did the Justin Timberlake song, which of course everyone loved, because you know, Levi could sing Knees Up Mother Brown and everyone would love it. I got that from Dicko, who's one of the judges. And now I'm listening to Levi, "Every little step", which, like I said before is the one where he raps about Bobby Brown, which he's doing now he is SO COOL!! The audience is going mad, honestly. I think in this performance he took off his jacket and all the girls went nuts. Oh, how I wish I was there.

I just finished listening to Kelly Cavuoto, "Fat Boy", and now I'm listening to Kelly Cavuoto, "Mascara", which was her last song before she got kicked off. Fatboy is on my list of songs for the talent show. I think I'll sing it regardless if it comes out of the hat or not, which I really should attend. I'll be back later to tell you the results! Bye mates!!

Okay, so now I'm listening to Cosima De Vito, "What's love got to do with it". She's my favorite on Australian Idol, which I'm totally into. I watch the videos on the site and download the songs on Kazaa. Millsie(Rob) got voted off last week, and it was really sad to see him go. And before that it was Levi, who was my other favorite, and before that was Kelly, who was my 3rd fave. Now Cosima is my only favorite left. In Drama I'm doing Grace Hopper for my famous person skit thing, she was a US Navy Scientist in a field dominated by men or something like that, and today in drama after I had set up my stage which we had to do today, me and Andrew, who is Jordan's best friend, were talking for like 20 minutes about video games because he never knew I liked them. Now I'm listening to Kelly Cavuoto, "Tomorrow(or Fat Boy)". Anyway, Andrew was telling me all the good shooting games to get and stuff, and Jordan was just acting mad even though he said he wanted me and Andrew to get along, and we were, but now he's probably jealous. Ugh, there's just no winning with that guy. I would phone him except our phone lines are disconnected so I can't. I sent him a letter last week so he should've got it by now, and I sent him an email yesterday telling him not to phone me. He was at least talking to me today, which is a raise.

Now I'm listening to Levi Kereama, "Every little step". He raps about Bobby Brown halfway through the song, which is cool. He got voted off the next night though, which is so not cool. Oh yeah, here he goes. "Everybody wants to know what's goin' down, something something Bobby Brown..." OH YEAH!! GO LEVI!! I wonder if Alistair watches it? He probably does even though he doesn't like stuff like that. He probably likes Shannon and Paulini, who I hate. He probably likes Guy too, who is okay. And maybe Cosima, who rocks. And maybe Levi and Kelly, who rock too.

Now I'm listening to Clay Aiken, "Measure of a man". His CD came out last week the day after Ryan Malcom's 25th birthday. Clay's is beating Ruben's!! Oh wait, Ruben's hasn't come out yet HAHAHAH!!! I got my Clarinet back today, after playing Alistair's trombone and the school trombone for 2 months almost. Alistair's trombone is Benny, the school one is Billy, my clarinet is Cosima, my locker's name is Gary, my lock's name is Richie, my desk in Mr.Cafley's room is named Millsie, and my desk in Mr.Melnyk's room is Mikey, after Mikey Bustos from Canadian Idol. And according to Alistair Hayward, who's in my class and who's locker is 2 away from mine, my name is Jenny Gear. Yeah, I know I'm weird, but hey, I'm JENNY GEAR!!! I have to find something to name Clay....ummm.....my backpack can be Clay, yeah!! And my locker SHELF can be, uh...BILLY!! No wait, I can't name my locker shelf, never mind...now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Predictable". She still has cancer, and now she's lost all her hair because of chemotherapy but she's got a wig that looks like Celine Dion's hair so that's okay. She went to the Aria awards a few days ago in Australia, and won every award except top album. She didn't feel like getting up for the 4th award, I don't know why, I think she was too weak. She had some sort of problem with her dress, I don't know what. It's weird that she's only 18 and all this is happening to her already. But she'll be okay though, hopefully.

Okay, so Colin Holmes, that grade 7 guy I like is in hospital because he has a lung tumor or something so he's sick but they said he'll probably be okay it's just that the tumor thing is getting bigger right now, but he should be out by November, and if he's not there'll be a letter from the hospital saying why. I'm talking to Sandy on MSN, who just said there was an earthquake on Neopets, which is bad, because last time that happened Maraqua got ruined and that was a cool underworld world. Sandy's sooo lucky for Drama. She's Amelia Earhart, and she gets to wear my leather jacket and my combat boots and use my Nelly Furtado CD for her music, and I don't even know what I'm going to use for MY music, probably some cheap army music thing, which is cheap. Jordan gets to be Picasso, who is like my favorite person ever aside from Clay and Jenny and Sandy, and better yet he gets to use Don McLean, "Vincent", which is actually about Van Gough, but it was the closest they could get, and I love that song because Clay did it, so Bugsy doesn't know how lucky he is, seriously.

Now I'm listening to Hootie and the Blow Fish, "I only want to be with you". It's a cool song, but seriously, I have to go now. I heard if on 98.5 The Ocean, which is the soft rock station that like only I listen to at my school out of all the kids they listen to Hot 103.1 which is some cheap rap pop station, and I hate Rap, except Eminem, which they hardly play, so I listen to 98.5. And remember, I'm Jenny Gear. And if you must call me by name, I'm now REBEKAH, or Bek, as in Rebekah LaVauney from Australian Idol, who got voted off with Kelly, which was cheap because I liked them both. Okay seriously, I'll shut up now. Ahoy!!

I added a Neighbors thing to my site! I'm Delta Goodrem's character!

Jordan is SUCH a jerk, seriously. Yesterday I told him that I phoned Rylan and he turns around and totally starts telling him all these lies like, "Oh, she's going to lead you into a death trap" and all this other garbage, and he kept asking what I talked about, when it's totally NONE of his business who I talk to, and just because he's jealous that doesn't mean that he can try and ruin everything for me. So I went up to him after school at his locker, and I was like, "What's your problem?", and he's like, "You're annoying, go away", so I was like, "You're such a liar! Why do you tell people these lies about me when you don't even know what you're talking about?" and he's like, "You're annoying". So I was like, "YOU are a liar," and he's like, "Yeah, and YOU have been dumped." So then I was still like, "You're a liar, you say things to me you don't even mean!" but then he just ignored me. You know, I could so totally blackmail him. I could tell his friends EVERYTHING he used to say to me on the phone, and I don't think they would find it very, "Cool". So if he wants to tell lies about me, and ruin MY life, I can do the same with him, but I'll actually tell the TRUTH about what he said. I know it wouldn't solve anything, but it's payback. Maybe I should leave a message on his machine telling him that if he doesn't act normal I'll tell his friends everything, so he should really think about that. That would freak him out so bad. We just finished a book called Door In The Wall, an old fantasy english book with old english language like Thou and Thee and cool stuff like that. It's WAY better then the other two books we've been reading in class, "Leroy and the old man", and "Sixteen is spelled O-U-C-H". We read through the book and listened to the tape at the same time, which was good because the reading guy made it sound so real with old english knight/monk/squire/page sounding voice so it was good. Stupid Bugsy. That's what all the guys call Jordan because he tried to save a bug in Grade 6 camp. I miss bugsy. No, I don't. Yes, I do. I don't know. You know what? Whatever.

Okay, so I'm sitting here listening to Jenny Gear, and waiting for Jordan to phone back. I phoned him but he wasn't home so I left a message. Jenny is performing at the Ship Pub in St.Johns on October 2nd. Kids are allowed, but I'm not sure how much the cost is to get it. My Tyler Hamilton fan friend in Alberta was asking me about any concerts I want to go to, so I said that. It's doubtful we will though, I mean, how am I going to get to St.Johns, Newfoundland? It's a nice thought, though. And now I'm listening to the studio version of Karen-Lee Batten, "Come away with me". The best studio versions of the CI Greatest Moments CD are Mikey and Jenny. The rest of them aren't very clear. This one is allright, though. She's pretty good.

I made a CD for Britney the other day, and she went nuts and said about how good I was. And then she picked out her favorite songs(she didn't like the Jenny ones because she didn't know them), and she said she'll give me another blank CD on Tuesday so I can record another CD with just her favorite songs that I did. I have to make a third one also, the other I'm going to send in to Toronto. It's going to have 2 Audrey songs and one Jenny song. I think I'll call Britney now. Okay, she's not home, so I left a message. Hopefully she'll call me back because I want to tell her what happened with Jordan. Now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Not me, not I". She won A LOT of awards(they're called Lodgies in Australia). If you want to know what they are, go to www.deltagoodrem.com. She still has cancer, but I think she's getting better.

It's 7:40pm here, and it's already dark, which is weird, but it's okay. I think I'll listen to the Billy Klippert/Ryan Malcom CD now, it's cool. After that I'll listen to the Canadian Idol CD, which I made. I should really get the Greatest Moments CD, but I should save up my money to get Ryan Malcom's CD which comes out on the 30th, but then again there's Jenny and The Whiskey Kittens which comes out on December 17th, but I might get it for Christmas, but that's a long way away, it's not even Halloween yet, not that I want it to be because if you wear a costume to school, you look like a dork and if you don't you look like a snob who thinks they're too cool for Halloween. Ugh, you totally can't win at that school. Ugh, nobody's on MSN. Ugh, why do I keep saying ugh!

Now I'm listening to Billy Klippert, "Have you ever seen the rain". HE ROCKS, as I'm sure you all know. We have no school on Monday. I only have CAPP for homework, which is doing some dumb thing in my planner. Ooh, now it's at Billy Klippert, "Levon". I LOVE THIS SONG!! He sang this on Elton John night, when Jenny sang Rocket Man, which was the day before she got voted off.=(

Now it's at Billy Klippert, "Hooked on a feeling." Ryan did that song on the same night, and the next night Audrey got kicked off. Oh well, at least it wasn't Gary. All these songs are going by date, BTW. Maybe I'll go back to the board now, or Neopets. I might be back later. Ahoy!

Oh my god, so today, in CAPP, Nick asked me if he could use my Sharpie, but then I had to tell him that Mr.Cafley stole it, which he did, and Jordan says to Nick, "You call them sharpies? My BROTHER calls them Sharpies!" So I'm like, "Okay, and what do you call them?" and he's like, "Permanent Ink Markers, which is their real name". HAHAHA oh my that's hillarious I almost died it was so funny.

I called him today, and it was funny because his mom answered and she called him and he's like, "What?" So then she goes, "Well, what do you think, Jordan? The phone just rang and I'm calling you". HAHA it sounds like something Alistair's mom would say. So anyway, he came on and I was like "Hi", and then there's this big pause because he doesn't know why I'm phoning when he said he didn't want to talk to me, so then I go, "Okay, I know you don't want to talk to me but you never really gave me a chance to explain myself before you totally went nuts, and I know you said I'm annoying, but it's just that whenever I see you I don't know what to say because I don't know if you'll say anything back to me so I usually say something stupid because I think that's the only way I'll get you to talk to me," and he's like, "Okay..."

And then I was like, "And I talked to Sandy and people and asked them if I was being stupid and they said I kind of was to bring my kitty to school and stuff, and I didn't really know I was being stupid, but now I kind of do, and I know you said you don't want to talk to me, and I've been trying to forget about this whole thing, and I've been trying to think about other things and be happy, but I can't do it, because I can't pretend everything's okay when I know it's not, and it's not like you can just forget about this, I KNOW you can't and neither can I, so are you still mad?" and he said, "Not really", and then I said, "Well, were you EVER mad?", and he's like, "Well only when people were following me and I was sick of it." And then I said, "So then we're okay now?" and he's like, "Well, what does that mean?" And I said, "Well, are things the way they were before?", and he says, "I don't know,", so I said, "Well, do you WANT things the way they were before?", so he's like, "What, EXACTLY the way they were before?" so I said, "Well no, they don't have to be EXACTLY the same way, what would you want different?" so he says, "Well for one thing, I don't want your friends following me and pointing at me, like Britney, she always glares at me, and Stephanie and that other girl keep calling me Jesse!" And then I was laughing so much because Sarah and Stephanie always call my guy friends Jesse haha! But I SERIOUSLY don't know why.

So then it was his dinnertime, so he had to go, but I think things are okay now. See, what did I tell you? But then again, I went back to him and convinced him to be with me again, but I could totally tell he didn't like things being bad, he's ALWAYS staring at me in class I can tell and Sandy can tell too. I'll probably phone him tomorrow in the morning, because I'll get up early and phone at like 11am because they'll probably not be eating breakfast then or maybe I'll just wait till 6 or 7 like I usally do but then he might be doing his homework but whatever I have to phone sometime well I don't really HAVE to but I want to you know? Well, you probably don't, but whatever.

Mr.Pama wasn't here today.=( I kinda knew at the end of block E that he wasn't coming because I hadn't seen him all day and I usually do and right when the bell rang, and Mr.Mark came in!! I was so mad seriously, but he was cool. Except for the fact that he thought he was so totally cool because he played soccer and was a surfer and had cool shoes or so he said hahaa. We were talking about advertising spoofs and how we had to make one. Me and steph are doing Cool Whip, except we're calling it Oil Whip hahha!!

And me and Jordan were also talking about how Mr.Melnyk is unfair because he picks favorites and gets mad at people for no reason and how he likes everybody but us which is so true!!

Lizzie McGuire on today and it was one of the new ones where she's 15, and Miranda was having a party and she invited everyone but Larry Tudgeman the nerd and he was so sad it was so sad because he was like almost crying but then they disguised him(Lizzie and Gordo did), so Miranda wouldn't know it was him but then she found out and first she was mad but then she realized she was mean for not inviting him. Now I'm listening, "Top 11 - Canadian Hits Medley". It's the Top 11 of CI at the finale. Now I'm talking to Jennifer Miller from my school lo lshe just called me a COP CHICKEN hahah so that's my name now on MSN!! LEE HANEY IS A COP CHICKEN!! Hahah that's funny!! Well not really but whatever. Lol I just called Jen a valley girl now she's getting mad well I'd better go!!

Maybe I'll call Jordan today, and see if he wants to give us another chance. It ended 2 days ago. I'm not worried though, the last time he did this he was phoning me back after like 3 days. It's so totally Andrew's fault. I hate him so much. Right now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Not me, not I". I put some pictures up in my locker. I have one of Jenny, Gary, Audrey, Ryan and Jenny, and a bigger one of Jenny and Audrey. It looks really cool. Now I'm listening to Leonard Cohen, "Tower of song". Jenny did it on Canadian Idol. She has the same style of him, where she talks/sings.

I hope we have a talent show this year. Mr.Large said we would, and I hope it's earlier than last year. I'll do Tower of Song and Superstar(MAYBE). Billy Klippert rocks. I need the KIL CD. I have Science and Socials homework tonight. For Science I have to do my good copy of experiment #2 and #3, and draw a diagram of experiment #2. For Socials I have to complete my draft for Column 2 on our poster, but that'll only take me like half an hour because I've done almost all the questions, so.

Ryan Malcom's CD single comes out on the 30th. I might get it I'm not sure because I also want to get Hilary Duff's Metamorphasis CD and the Canadian Idol Greatest Moments CD as well. My poem got published in a huge poetry book as one of the best in Canada, so I'm with people in Nova Scotia(AHAH GARY), and Saskatoon and places so that's cool. Now I'm listening to Luther Vandross, "Dance with my father". It's a nice song. I listen to 98.5 the Ocean so I like old fashioned stuff like Gloria Estefan and Madonna and Leonard Cohen and Elton John and stuff. Now I'm listening to Michael Jackson, "You are not alone". Daniel Bettingfield sounds just like him.

Maybe I'll wait till tomorrow to phone Jordan, because he'll probably be doing homework, and if I phone on Friday then he won't be because it's like the weekend. We have this new kid in our class, Ryan(HAHAH MALCOM), who's Chinese and doesn't know English very well but he's cool though. I got out some books on Newfoundland the other day because, you know, Jenny Gear and all that. She TOTALLY should have won, man.

We have Mr.Melnyk tomorrow in blocks C and D, which is really annoying for 2 reasons. One:Fridays are our Mr.Melnyk FREE days. Two:Usually on Friday during those blocks we're doing something fun like going out places, but instead we get to spend it with Mr.MELNYK. Ugh, that's so annoying. Oh well, at least he's not taking up Mr.Pama's block. If he was, I wouldn't go. Or something...like that. Lizzie McGuire comes on in half an hour. That's my favorite TV show. Now I'm listening to Britney Spears, "From the bottom of my broken heart". Now it's 5pm. Jordan will probably be having dinner soon. If I phone him at 7, he'll probably be doing homework like I said. And I'll probably have to leave a message, which I totally HATE doing, because I totally don't know what to say when it comes on. I'm just like, "Um, hi...I just called to say um....hi?" See how stupid that sounds? And you'd think I was used to it by now, after having to leave like 50 million messages a week. Well, not THAT many, but you get it.

Now I'm listening to Britney Spears, "From the bottom of my broken heart". As you can tell, I really like Britney Spears. Well, her old stuff anyway. Her new stuff is kind of cheap. I just did my hair. See, what I did was I brushed it(DUH), pulled it back into a low ponytail, then got my white clip, and flipped it up and clipped it, you know? Well, you didn't really NEED to, but I can't think of anything else to tell you. Who am I talking to, you wonder? Don't ask, because I really, really, REALLY...don't know. Now I'm listening to Eden's Bridge, "Breath of heaven". It's Celtic Worship music. It's cool. Well, not really COOL, but you get it.

I was sitting with Rorey after school, and Jordan walked past, and I said hi, and he said hi. I could so totally tell he was jealous. He always IS. With Alistair, with Clay Aiken, even with Tyler Bellagente. I had to give Nick answers again in Socials. He's so dumb, seriously I have to give him answers, and open his textbook for him he's so dumb. Okay, I just repeated the same thing twice, but whatever. I should talk to Colin sometime. He said hi to me today too. So many people are saying hi to me it's weird like I've become more popular or something. BAH!! Callum was talking to me today, he's cool. We have Callum and Callan in our class, it's confusing for people who don't know them. Only 15 minutes till Lizzie McGuire comes on and I can stop talking finally!!! I have no idea what station it's on now. Like some weird Arab converence thing. BAH! Now I'm listening to Ace of Base, "Happy Nation". You guys should REALLY download some of the songs I've mentioned on here they're great. It's all different styles. Ace of Base is kinda like disco pop kinda thing, really. It's hard to explain.

My Gary group got mentioned in the Ottawa sun. It's cool. The Beals Battlers, I created them and now they've become his official group I'm so proud!! YAY SANDY'S ON MSN NOW!! Okay, I'll shut up now. Okay, Lizzie's on now, gotta go be back later. AHOY!!

Wow it's been a whole month since I've posted man! CI is over, Ryan won with Gary as a close second, Billy Klippert 3rd, Audrey de Montigny 4th, and Jenny Gear 5th. I'm in Mr.Cafley's class with Sandy and Stephanie and Jordan my stupid boyfriend who's ignoring me like 24/7 and whenever I try to talk to him he goes nuts but whatever I'm used to it. I'm listening to Ryan Malcom, "Down on the corner". He rocks. Mr.Diekmeir says that he got some stuff from Alistair's mom like a book on Australia and a letter from Alistair saying he's busy and stuff. I made some new friends this year like Ariel from Sooke and Derek and Brad and Lee, some guys who like NEVER talk to me, but I think now they think I'm cool because I like Mr.Pama, our English/CAPP Teacher(that's two subjects in one), we have him every friday block F. Shannon is my friend too, but she kind of always was.

We had our Terry Fox run today, and I did 5 walking laps, and halfway through I started crying because I couldn't breathe and my throat was burning and my side hurt so much and I thought I was going to get sick but then I didn't. In October they're having a Christmas Special with Ruben and Ryan singing Christmas songs, and in December they're having World Idol, which is Ryan against Ruben against whoever wins in Australian Idol against whoever wins in Pop Idol and Dutch Idol and Swedish Idol and German Idol which I think is the same as Dutch Idol but whatever.

The finale of CI was pretty cool, they had all the top 11 singing together but they messed up a bit it was mostly Jenny and Billy because they can't really sing together because they're both waiting for the other one to start and then they miss a line, and then they had them each singing part of their song from the CI Greatest Moments CD, and Jenny started laughing in the middle of Tower Of Song but she was cool about it, and Audrey messed up the words, but that was because she was trying too hard, and Richie was so funny!! He's so happy, it's like his song goes, "Whenever I see your smiling face, I have to smile myself". He's the greatest Richie ever. Well, he's the ONLY Richie on CI, but whatever. Tyler was great he was smiling too, and then Tyler and Richie lifted Candida up in the air it was funny and then Karen-Lee got to sing like half the songs I don't know why probably because she was one of the first kicked off but so were Richie and Candida, but oh well.

Now I'm listening to Kovered In Lies, "Falling". That's Billy Klippert's band. His brother Benny is the other vocalist who sounds like the guy from Rage Against The Machine. My trombone's name is Benny, half after Billy's brother, and half after Alistairs. I'm playing Alistair's trombone. But he doesn't know that. He would probably get mad if he knew, which he won't, but whatever. Ariel might be printing out some pictures for me for my locker. I'm using the one of Jenny with Ryan when she gets kicked off, and one of Ben Mulroney because he's like the greatest guy ever.

I wonder if it's going to let me write this much? I hope so, because last time I tried to and it gave me a stupid error message and all my writing disappeared, so I was mad. For some reason my head hurts. Maybe it's from all that running I did earlier, and all my hard work. Hahaha that's funny but I don't really know why. Yup, it's 8:09pm and Jordan STILL hasn't phoned me back. I knew he wouldn't. He never does. I talked to his mom about why he's being stupid but she says she doesn't know but she'll talk to him about it. I hope it works. It worked with Alistair's mom. Hahaa he had to phone up and apologize for being mean to me, and he was my friend after that. Kind of. Except when he was stupid. Which he kind of always was, but whatever I got used to it.

It was so annoying today at the end of Block E(but funny annoying, though), because Derek and Nick and Jordan were all like, "Mr.Pama's coming!!", and making tick-tock noises untill he came in and then I freaked out and it was so funny because he didn't understand why we were laughing and then at the end of class Nick said, "Mr.Pama, Rebecca likes you!", and I was totally like, "Oh my god Nick shut up!!" But Mr.Pama was totally cool about it like he understood hahaha so it was funny he was like, "Actually Rebecca, I think the truth is that Nick likes you!" And I was so totally like EWWW that is SOOOO disgusting!! And at the beginning of the class he winked at me and I like almost died lol it was so funny and he keeps calling me Jessica and so do all the other teachers except Mrs.Robertson because she totally knows me. Teresa is here. Ahoy!

Well, my recap for tonight's show is going to be very brief. All I can say is......YES!!! TOYA'S GONE!!!! I can't belive it, but it's true!!! I was laughing so hard and I was clapping. For once Canada got it RIGHT!!! This was the best show ever!!!! GO BEN, MAN!!

Okay...Canadian Idol was on tonight, and here is my recap: Ben starts off the show by reminding us that Tyler and Mikey left last week(like we really NEEDED reminding, man), and the theme for this weeks show is Summertime Hits. Jenny starts off the show with a blowout performance of, "Summertime", by Gershwinn. She was amazing. If she doesn't get through, I will never watch again. Her hair was straight and it looked really pretty. Up next is Gary Beals, singing the Righteous Brother's, "Unchained Melody". It was a bit boring, but that's Gary for you. Audrey De Montigny comes out with an interesting shirt saying, "Misfit". I'm not sure if she knows it says that, but if she doesn't, somebody should tell her. Audrey sang Mariah Carey's #1 hit, "Dream Lover", and it turns out to be her best performance ever. Well, at least in my opinion it is. Well, that's half-time, folks. 3 down, 3 to go!

And we're back on Canadian Idol, with Billy Klippert as our next performer. He sang, "Have you ever seen the rain?", and he screamed WAY too much. Zach said he liked the TWO Billy notes, not the 6 Billy notes. Tone it down a bit, man. Next was Toya Alexis with, "You are the sunshine of my life". She didn't break my windows this time, but that's probably because she didn't do her dog-screeching. She was actually kind of good, but I still don't like her. Ben said to her, "You look pretty tonight," and she said, "Yeah, I know that." She has SUCH a bad attitude. Last, but definately not least was Ryan Malcom, singing Dobie Gray's "Drift Away", which is one of my favorite songs, and he was really really good. So just before the show ends, Ben says, "At the end of a Summer's day, I like to do this.", and he takes off his pants. He was trying to make us think he was wearing boxers, but I'm pretty sure they were shorts. Honestly, the look on Jon Dore's face was priceless. He could not BELIEVE that Ben had done that. In front of his mom, even, who was in the audience. I think the only reason he did it was to stop us bugging him about it. But we still don't know...oh well, I'm sure he'll tell us the truth at the finale. This was a good start, though. He's getting braver! I wonder if he reads the message boards? EEK then he would see all the stuff we say about him...

Okay, so I remember the time when I asked Alistair for his phone number. It was on November 27th, and I remember the date because it was the night of our band concert in Sydney. It was after gymnastics, and I went to go talk to him, and I asked him, "Are you nervous about the concert tonight?", and he goes, "No", so then I said, "How would you say that in Australia?" and he's like, "Are you nervous about the concert tonight", so I was like, "Okay..." and I said, "Can I have your phone number?" and he just looked at me for a second, and he said yes, and then he said something really fast that I couldn't understand but it was something to do with me coming over to talk to him each week. So then he asked me where I lived, and I said, "Pepin", so he goes, "That means absolutely nothing to me", and it wouldn't, because he had only just moved here so he didn't know anything about the streets and everything. Ben told me just before they left that Alistair was really happy that I had asked him and that when he got home he was totally freaking out because he had given me his phone number, and that he thought I was like his girlfriend or something. I wonder what he thinks now? Probably nothing.

And I also remember when I asked Alistairs mom, "Say if Alistair wanted to be something when he grew up, and you wanted him to be something else, and he wound up doing what he wanted, would you be happy that he had achieved his goal, or disappointed that he didn't do what you wanted?" and she said, "Well, I would want him to do whatever he wanted with his life, providing it was, you know, non-criminal." Heehee, that would be funny. Alistair the bank-robber. Well, it's not really FUNNY, but it is. If that makes any sense, which it probably doesn't, but whatever. Go Ben Mulroney!!!

Okay, this is how it went on Canadian Idol last night: First they showed the footage from Sass Jordan's CD release party, which all of them went to, and then they did a group performance of, "Ain't too proud to beg". Then they showed the footage from when the idols met Mariah Carey. Now, after all that it's time to get to the results, but before that Jon Dore interrupts Ben by saying, "Listen, pretty boy, you do this every week, we want THE RESULTS! You think you're so cool, with your fancy hats and your tailored suits," and Ben goes, " What hats?", so then Jon says, "I don't know what you call them up there in fancy land, but down here we want the RESULTS!", so then Ben goes, "I was about to do that, I have the card in my hand, that's why I'm not sitting on the couch with the kids, but you interrupted me." And then Jon just looks at him, and then says, "Oh. Okay, my bad. Carry on, as you were." So NOW we get to the results. Toya Alexis: You got much praise from the judges, so you're safe for another week. Ryan: You got the most praise next to Toya. You're also safe. Mikey: The judges weren't feeling you last night. You're in the bottom three this week. The crowd shows their outrage with many boos and hisses. Jenny: The judges sure liked you last night, and for good reason. You're safe. Audrey: Not much praise from the judges last night, but apparantly tons from the fans. You're safe. Tyler Hamilton: The judges didn't think much of your wonderful performance yesterday. Head over to join Mikey, you're in tonight's bottom 3(BOOOOOOOOO). Who goes next? Is it Billy or Gary? We'll find out after the break. We're back, and Billy and Gary are waiting for the results. After the nation-wide vote, Billy is the 3rd member of this weeks bottom 3. "I really don't like this part of the show." says Ben. Who does, man? The first person to be eliminated from the show is...Mikey Bustos(YES!!!) the crowd roars and boos, but I was laughing my head off. Who will leave next? Will it be Billy or Tyler? We'll find out after these messages. God, that's annoying. We're back, and this tension-filled moment is over. The next person to be eliminated from Canadian Idol is.........Tyler Hamilton(NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!). Tyler takes his elimination with grace, and he thanks his all his fans for this wonderful opportunity, and he says being eliminated only means that another adventure begins. They all say that, and then we never hear from them again. I'm sure he'll be back though, definately for the finale. Billy was basically crying, he was so happy. Next Monday the top 6 are back for the new theme show, "Summertime hits". That should be interesting. And now, for American Juniors. I won't bother doing the whole show. Danielle White got in. I was SO mad. All these shows are becoming so talent-less man. First Karen-Lee, then Tyler. They don't know WHAT they're missing.

Okay, yesterday on Canadian Idol the final 8 performed, and this is how it went: Mikey Bustos sang "I heard it through the grapvine", and he kept smiling even though it's not a happy song, and he kept holding the microphone out to the crowd so they could cheer. He's totally acting like he's already won. Jenny Gear sang "Sir Duke", and she was really good, and the judges couldn't judge her because Farley Flex said, "It's impossible to judge Jenny Gear.". Next up was Ryan Malcom, who Ben Mulroney called ,"The king of Kinston". Heehee Ben's so funny! Anyway, Ryan sang, "For Once In My Life", and he totally blew the house down. Zack said, "You're actually starting to grow on me, Ryan, that was okay." and then Jake says back, "When you think about it, Ryan, not much grows on Zack, so that's a compliment". That's true. Next came Audrey with, "Mercy Mercy Me". She did alright, but she seemed to be running out of breath during the song. Well, she's only just learned English, so I guess it's kind of hard for her. Next was the star of the show, Tyler Hamilton, with, "My Girl". He was totally and completely AWESOME! Mum said he was embarassing because he kept "grunting" as she put it, but I thought he was just acting hot. He's definately safe for this week, although he got hit pretty hard with criticism from the judges, although I think Zack was just jealous because Tyler stole his clothes. Jake said, "Elvis has left the building, but he seems to have come back as Tyler Hamilton." Is that bad? Number 6, Toya Alexis broke the windows with an extremely pitchy rendition of, "If you really love me". She seriously needs to give up the uber notes, man. They're earsplitting and painful to listen to, which both mean the same thing, but whatever. Moving on, Billy Klippert got the girls screaming with his soulful performance of, "I just called to say I love you." Man, that guy can sing. Zack said that he hit "The two Billy notes", whatever that means. After Billy's performance, Jon starts question Ben about his underwear again, which, as Zack's told you, is a main part of the Canadian Idol Message Board. We have 110 pages about it. Ben tells Jon, "What is your problem? No one CARES about my underwear. Give it up." and Jon shoots back, "You are SO naive Ben, so naive indeed.", and he then tells the crowed to bring signs next week saying, "Boxers or Briefs?" and he starts chanting it with the crowd. A very embarassed looking Ben tells the camera man to go to commericals, and they did. Now, we're back with the last performer of the night, Gary Beals. He sings, "Signed Sealed Delivered", by Stevie Wonder, and did not pull it off with the judges. Jake tells him, "If Toya was the best, then that was by far the worst." Zach told him he sounded like a lounge singer. I thought he sounded just fine. Tune in tonight at 7:30pm to find out which two Idol contestants get the boot. Special thanks to Cynical Scribe for helping me with the recap. Oh, and if you want to see who makes it on American Juniors, it's on at 8:00.
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Okay, so I just talked to Aunt Kerry on the phone, which was good because I haven't talked to her for like a year(I went over to her house last summer). We didn't get to talk very long but she said once they get their computer back she'll email. I really wanted to talk to Truman and Merry-Lou but she had to go because Truman's friends were over. I was going to ask if I could stay over again but I didn't have time to ask. I was also going to ask if she knew about Karen-Lee Batten from Canadian Idol, because she's from Abbotsford and was one of the 3 people voted off Tuesday. I was so sad. She was amazing Monday night they had no right!!! The other two were Richie Wilcox(I cried), and Candida Clauseri(I was sad). Poor Richie. Oh, well, at least Billy and Tyler and Ryan and Jenny stayed. I used to hate Jenny, but she was so good on Monday that now I don't. And now I like Gary Beals too. He has such a cool laugh! Oh, guess what? I got my third star on the Canadian Idol Message Forum. I have 525 posts. Heehee!! I'm so proud of myself. And now I'm talking to Melissa and Smeedle and CC on MSN. You know what the best song is? Peter Nosh, "Na Goa Jail". It's reggae song about how he doesn't want to go to jail. It's on my CD I made yesterday. I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Longer". It's the 66th song on my CD, heehee! I wonder when I'll get to phone Aunt Kerry again??? I didn't have a chance to ask. Yay, now Janie_The_Drunk has joined the conversation!!! Now it gets really fun!!!

Okay, so now I'm talking to all these cool peeps from the CI message board like Smeedle and CC and Meach!! Me and CC started a new soap opera called, "Who wants to marry Ben Mulroney?", and guess who's the star? ME!! And of course Ben, who or course, will choose to marry ME. We're playing 21 questions for him. Sneeee!! GO BEN MULRONEY SNEEEEEE!! HE IS SO HOT HEEEEEEEEE!!!! Okay, sorry, I'll calm down now it's just so hysterical heehee! We are the Ben Obsessed Groupies heeheee! ALL HAIL PRINCE ALISTAIR!!! My guys are Joshua Gracin, Ben Mulroney, RJ Helton, Ryan Seacrest, and AJ Melendez heeheee!! Meach stole Clay but he's still mine sneeeee!! I WILL BE BEN'S QUEEN!!! SNEE HEE AND NO ONE WILL STOP ME!! NOT EVEN CC AND MEACHY HEEEHEEEE!!!! It's okay, I'll be normal again when I'm offline.

Okay, so Mum and Patrick went to Elk Lake, so I'm here by myself! Yay! I'm watching Simpsons. I don't think I've ever seen this episode before. It's the one where Homer wins a motercycle. I've made 233 posts on The Canadian Idol Message Forum. I only have 267 to go before I get 3 stars. I sent Alistair's letter about 4 days ago, which means he should get it soon. I really hope he replies to it, even though I know he won't. Oh, well. Right now I'm listening to Bebe Booth, "Sittin' On The Dock Of The Bay". Too bad she didn't make the top 30 on Canadian Idol. Okay, Simpsons is over, but now it's on another channel. Heehee! Whoa, calm down, man. Now I'm listening to Marc Devigne, "Against All Odds". Simpsons is over now. I just phoned Sandy but she has a headache so she wants to rest, so then I phoned Danielle and she wasn't home, and then I phoned Ian, and he wasn't home, so I left a message. So now I'm talking to one of the girls from the CI message forum. We're talking about Ben Mulroney. I think I'm going to go check out the forum now. The Ben Obsessed Groupies Totally Rock!!!

Okay...so Marc didn't make it. He didn't even get into the top 4, which, BTW, was Tyler Done, Kevin Murdoch, Toya Alexis, and Ryan Malcom. First they put Tyler back, and then Ben Mulroney said that they had decided to put in an extra Wildcard at the last minute. The first person to make it was Toya, so then it was down to Kevin and Ryan. I thought it was going to be Kevin, even though I didn't want it to be, and it was RYAN!!! I was SO happy, but I was also sad that Marc didn't make it. I voted for TWO HOURS. And it did nothing. Next I'll be voting for Ryan and Richie Wilcox. The people on the Canadian Idol Message Forum are SO mean to Ben Mulroney. They've started like 5 topics saying, "We should vote off Ben Mulroney" and "We need a better host". Ben Mulroney is the best host ever. I think they're just mad because the moderator closed down the Idol Gossip thread, which IS really annoying. They also closed down the Wildcard thread, and the Send Your Well Wishes To The Competitors thread, which means now we only have the Top 11 Competitors thread, the Lunch Room, The Green Room, The Show, and The Water Cooler. A lot of people didn't like Marc because he always changed the words to the song he was singing. Like for Don't Let The Sun Go Down On Me, he said, "I just allow a fragment of your light to wander free." It's LIFE Marc, life. Oh, and when he sang Against All Odds, he made out the title to be, "Endless Cause". I'm not sure Phil Collins would appreciate his poetic license with the lyrics. I can't believe what happened on American Juniors. I wasn't here to watch it, but I went on the website when I came home, and found out that Lucy Hale had made it into the group. I mean, judging by the first 3 members(Taylor, Tori, and Chauncey), I thought it was going to be a little people group, but Lucy Hale is really big. The top 3 were AJ Melendez, Chantel Kohl, and Lucy. I totally think AJ is going to make it next week. They've got 3 girls and only one guy, so they need another guy, and they've already got one black guy, so they need a white guy, and AJ's the only white guy in the competition. I'm not being racist, that's just how I think of it. Go Ben Mulroney and Marc Devigne!!!

Okay, so Canadian Idol was just on, and I'm voting for Marc Devinge. For 2 hours straight. I'm just pressing redial over and over agian. There's only one spot, and I'm making sure he gets it. If he doesn't, I'll...be mad. Very mad. Clay was on, but I didn't get to see it because we got home at 8:10 and he had already gone. If you want to vote for Marc(and you should), his number 1-866-9-IDOL-06. Please, please vote! Marc needs us! He is like the only good looking guy in the competition! And like the only good singer!!! If you want to hear on of his songs, just go to www.idolforums.com, and look up Canadian Idol. He's worth it! If you want to see what other people thought of him, go to www.idol.ctv.ca. Most people thought he was amazing, which he is. I think I was in a better position watching American Idol, because I couldn't vote, so whatever happened wasn't my fault. By watching this show, however, I feel like it's my responsibility to make sure he gets in, even though he has thousands of other fans out there voting for him. Today I saw on my sitemeter that I had a lot of visitors, but then I realized that it counts when I go here myself, so then I felt stupid for thinking I had so many visitors. Oh well. Go Ben Mulroney!

Yay! I'm Grease Clay!

I AM SO MAD!!!! I just posted a whole page and accidentally closed the site!!!! Great, now I have to write it all again. I was talking about the last day Alistair was here. Me and him and Rorey were out the front of the school for like an hour waiting for his mom to come and Alistair was really hyper because his class had a party for him so he was like full of sugar and pop and sugar, so he was majorly retarded. I remember he picked up my bag and was like, "Whoa this is heavy! What've you got in there?" And it was my Australia books but I didn't want to tell him because I thought he might get mad, and you do NOT want to get Alistair Young mad. I can't even remember whether I told him or not. I must've, because you can't not tell him things either. He'll demand to know, and when Alistair Young demands to know something, you have to tell him. That's just how it is. Only a month and 4 days till we go back to school! But now that there's no Alistair, there's not really anything to look forward to. Except seeing Sandy. And maybe Colin. Alistair's birthday is on October 12th. That's the day before Thanksgiving. Okay, so if today's July 27th, Alistair left 4 months ago today. Right now I'm on this website trying to convert English money into Canadian money. It says $8=$20, or something like that. I'm trying to figure out how much it would cost to buy Delta Goodrem's CD online, and they don't have it on Amazon or Ebay because she's an Australian singer so they haven't heard of her. That really gets annoying sometimes. It would be SO cool to have Delta's CD, rather than just having the songs on the internet. Canadian Idol's on tomorrow. It's the wildcard show, where the 8 wildcards perform(I have no idea what happened to the other 2, aside from that Sherry St.Germain had to quit), and then Canada votes, and the wildcard gets chosen. And then we find out on Tuesday who it is. And I am going to make sure it's Marc Devigne, even if I have to vote for 2 hours straight, which is what I'm going to be doing anyway, and I'm NOT going to let Timothy steal the phone again like he did last time. Oh, and Clay's coming on to give the people some advice, because he himself was a wildcard, and hopefully, he'll perform Invisible. The song, I mean, not actually being invisible. Actually, he must be sick of doing that song because he has to do it almost everyday for the tour and there's still a month left. Hopefull they'll make a tape of the whole thing for people like me, who only got to watch the St.Paul concert because someone smuggled some cameras in. Whoops, I guess I blew their secret.

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Okay, so we went to Mayfair a few days ago, and went into Bootlegger and I got a new hat, and it's the exact same type that Kimberly Caldwell was wearing on Off The Record and on the Canadian Idol performance. Now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Will you fall for me" which I don't usually listen to but now I am. I wish Alistair was still here. Well duh, what else is new? But seriously, I feel like there's something I could've done to make him stay, even though I knew he had to go back. Ben said they wanted to stay for a year, but it was too much money. He said that when they come back next time(in 5 years), they'll be staying for a year. I can't wait 5 years. I've written him a letter, but I haven't sent it yet. I'm hoping to send it today. But first I need to address the envelope so that it knows where it's going. Me and Tim have to go see Johnny English sometime. Alistair and Ben already saw it, because it came out in Australia in like May. Oh, guess who got in on American Juniors? CHAUNCEY!!! What did I tell you? So we're probably going to go down to the waterfront today so we can watch the Luminara Festival...I think that's what it's called. Now I'm listening to Joshua Gracin, "Bad Blood". If you go to www.idol.ctv.ca, and you go to the bottom of the page, and it says: New-eTalk visits with the lastest top 3", that is SUCH a good interview, first it's Clay and all the rest of them playing the judges(Clay plays Simon), and then it goes to Karen-Lee and Gary and Audrey, and you should watch it. So yesterday I watched Vampire High, and it was the one where Essie experiences The Withering, which is when Vampire's old cells replace the new ones and the vampires look old for like 2 days, but then Essie's condition just kept getting worse until she almost died, but then Karl came and made her alive again by letting her drink his blood. Yeah. And then I watched Big Wolf on Campus, and it was the one where some people see Tommy as a werewolf and the whole town finds out and wants to kill him. Clay's CD is coming out in September! Let's hope he gets Multi-Platinum again!

Okay, so yesterday's episode of Canadian Idol went like this: They put Audrey, Tyler, Karen-Lee, and Gary in the top 4, then they put Tyler back, but that's not why it's weird. At the beginning of the show, they brought out Clay, Ruben, Kimberly Locke, Kimberly Caldwell, Julia DeMato, Ricky Smith, Charles Grigsby, and Carmen, and they all sang "What the world needs now" and no one even knew that they were coming on, but they were all wearing the same clothes from their interview on Off The Record, except that was only with Clay, Ricky, Kimberly Caldwell, and Kimberly Locke. Clay looked REALLY cool, but then, he always does. And then they announced the name of the 10 wildcards, which we didn't even know they were going to do that night, and they are: Marc Devigne, Andrew Leader, Tyler Done, Ryan Malcom, Sharon Vanden-Enden, Sherry St.Germaine, Toya Alexis, and Kevin Murdock, who wasn't even IN the top 30 because he had some disease that he couldn't sing, so they decided to make an exception and let him in. I think that's only 9, but the site's confusing. It's www.idol.ctv.ca. Go on the message board, but watch out for QueenVee. She's evil, I tell you! I'm eating a waffle right now. I was going to have cereal, but then when I saw that we only had Cheerios, I changed my mind. I hate Cheerios, unless they're coated in sugar, which they're not. And after Canadian Idol last night, there was American Juniors, which is my favorite show, other than Canadian Idol and Vampire High. Anyway, the absolute BEST person on that was Katelyn Tarver, and second was AJ Melendez, who I really hope gets into the group, and I just choked on my class of coke. That was dumb. And I just downloaded a Kimberly Caldwell video, but it actually turned out to be the Moffatts fist video, when they were kids. Whoa. So tonight is the results show for American Juniors, and I think Chauncey might be the next person into the group. I just hope Danielle White doesn't make it. I hate her SO much. Sorry. Oh, and if you want to hear the songs they've been singing on Canadian Idol, just go to www.idolforums.com.

Okay, so yesterday on Canadian Idol, everyone was SO cheap except for Ryan and Audrey and Sherry, but I only got to vote for an hour because Tim was on the phone, so I only voted for Ryan like 50 times, which isn't really going to do anything, but whatever. Right now I'm listening to Ace of Base, "Don't Turn Around". American Juniors is on tonight! I remembered the time when Casey was pretending to be Alistair, and he said, "I was wondering if you still liked me, because I'm coming back to Canada, and I'd like to take you out to dinner?" and I was just like, "Okay, what's wrong with you?" and then later he said, "Did you dye your hair?" and I'm like, "No..." and he's like, "Yes, you did, you dyed your hair!", and I'm just like, "No, I didn't" and he goes, "I walked to Canada the other day and I saw you and you dyed your hair, please don't lie to me!" and I'm just like, "Whatever..." and later he said, "Have I told you lately that I love you?" And I just totally freaked out. And then he was pretending the phone was messing up, and he's like, "No! You're breaking up! Please don't leave me!" He is SUCH a FREAK. Seriously.

Okay...neopets isn't working..so I came here. Canadian Idol's on tonight! It's the 3rd grop of ten, and the only people worth watching are Tyler(not the good one, the other one), Audrey, and Ryan Malcom(he's a MAJOR clone of Clay). Right now i'm listening to the Melanie C CD I got for my birthday. Ooh, Worst Witch is on now!! Not that it matters...or something...like that. I wonder who's class I'm going to be in next year? Hopefully Mrs.Robertson or Mr.Say.



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Okay...so...it's Saturday...Vampire High is on tonight! Oh god, like it matters. I remember when I asked Alistair whether he was going to watch Australian Idol, and he's like, "No, because there isn't one." He always thought what I was saying was a lie. And then when I told his mom, SHE believed me, she even went to the website, AND she even went through their TV guide to see if they got American Idol. And then there was the time when Alistair asked me, "Have you ever eaten hay?" and I'm like, "No..." and he goes, "Well don't, it's disgusting." Right....now I'm listening to RJ Helton, "Under the boardwalk" So anyway, I was like, "Why would you have eaten hay?" and he's like, "Because I felt like it." Okay...he was so bored he ate hay. But then I asked his mom, and she said it was some kind of craze that his friend Casey had started. Casey is really mental. Seriously, when I phoned Alistair one time, he kept pretending to be him, even though I knew it wasn't, and he kept saying really retarded things about Ben and Alistair thought it was hillarious, and it was just totally dumb, and when I told Alistair's mom about it, she said that the way to tell if it's Alistair or not is this: When Alistair's talking to me, he tends to not talk with a big accent, so if the person's talking in a big Australian accent, then it's probably not him. Ooh, yes, I just got another RJ Helton video, it took me 3 days to get it. Oh, and then there was the time when I was watching Vampire High, and Marty was about eat Merrill, because they had ran out of blood, and I totally freaked out, and he was just like, "Okay...." Because he's never heard of the show because they don't get it in Australia so he totally didn't understand why I was freaking out, and then I told him, and he seemed to think it didn't matter, but then I was like, "Alistair, he's EATING MERRILL!!!" and then he seemed to understand. It's on at 11:00pm, by the way, in case anyone wanted to watch it, which I doubt anyone does, but whatever. Vote for Tyler Hamilton!(Canadian Idol)

Okay, so I just remembered something that Alistair said a long time ago, in gymnastics, when he was like being totally mental(as usual)and Erin(the teacher)said about how he was so wired, and she was like, "I don't know what you had for breakfast, but it's made you really wired" and so he goes, "I had fruitloops for breakfast!" Alistair and his stupid fruitloops. He always said stupid things like that. I just finished a letter that I'm going to send to him. It's so weird. It's been 4 months, and I'm still writing about him. Well, he WAS a big part of my life. It's probaby that stupid yearbook picture. Right now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Lost Without You" which is SO not a good song to be listening to when I'm feeling like this, but whatever. Oh, Delta Goodrem has Hodgkins disease. But her condition is treatable, so she's going to be fine. Now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Running Away", which is exactly what I feel like doing. But I won't. No, I've made it like this, now I have to deal with it. God, I sound exactly like Alistair. Only 10 days till Australian Idol starts! But I won't be able to watch it, because it's called "Australian Idol" and I'm not in "Australia". Okay, now I've really cracked. I've been watching Canadian Idol, though. Go Billy!!!! I can actually vote as many times as I want, and it doesn't cost anything. Oh, and I got a new Clay video, "Invisible". It's from the tour. Some people brought some cameras into the performance, even though they weren't allowed, and so they filmed Clay. Good for them. He's wearing this really sweet jersey, it's green and it has some kind of picture on the front. Clay is SO hot. And he knows it, too. Ok, I'll stop now. I got the Rolling Stone magazine the other day. Well, I didn't get it, Mum did and she didn't tell me 'till I asked and then I read the article which was like 3 pages and it was really good, and some of it was weird because they kept asking him freak questions that he didn't want to answer, and finally he's just like, "You stop right now!" and they did, and then they asked him what his favorite cereal was, and he said it was Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Go Clay!

Okay, so it was my birthday yesterday, and I got Clay's CD and another American Idol CD, so it was cool. Okay, so there's this guy, who looks like Harry Potter and Ron Weasley put together, and his name is Colin Holmes, and he's in grade 6, and I've been wanting to go talk to him for like ever, but I've been too scared, so yesterday I went outside, and he was just like right outside the door, so then I went to talk to him because his friends weren't there and I knew that if I didn't do it then, I kind of wasn't going to, so then I did, and I told him my name, and that I was in grade 7, and then I told him everything that I knew about him, and then I asked what else there was to know, and he said, "Well, I'm not that fast, and I'm not good at math, and I weigh a lot" which is weird because he doesn't look like he weighs a lot. And then we started this thing about Harry Potter, and this is how it went, "You know you look like Harry Potter?" "No" "Well, Harry Potter has glasses" "Yes" "And you have glasses" "Yes" "So you look like Harry Potter" "No" but then it was like whatever so, like, whatever. And then I said that I wanted to talk to him again, so he said today, so then I get to meet him on Monday again at recess, which is really good, because he is just like SO cool. And we got the yearbooks like two days ago, which is good because it has Alistair in it, and Colin, and Tyler. And my friend Sarah copied pages of it for me so I could have the pictures. And I just got a Delta Goodrem video, which is just like SO cool, because I didn't even know they had her videos. Vote for Clay Aiken!

Ahoy hoy! Sorry I have written is like a month, but I've been doing....stuff. So anyway, I went over to Vanessa's yesterday for a sleepover, and I thought it was going to be like a regular sleepover, you know? But then when I walked in, everyone was like, "Surprise!" And Brittney and Holly and Teale were there, and they had like arranged a surprise birthday party for me, even though my birthday's on the 19th but whatever, and they had bought me all this stuff like clothes and a Spice Girls doll(yes, I still like Spice Girls), and then they like flat-ironed my hair, even though it's already straight, but they made it straighter, and then we had dinner and then later there was an even bigger surprise when they came out with the cake that Holly and her mom had made for me and I was just like "Oh my god! I can't believe ya'll pulled one on me!" and then Teale left at like 7 and Britney stayed till 10, which meant she only got to watch half of The Ring, which was like totally scary, but she got to watch National Security, which was SO hillarious. And then me and Vanessa stayed up till like 1am but then she fell asleep and I was up till like 2 thinking "Ok this is stupid" because I like couldn't fall asleep. Oh, by the way, Ruben Studdard won American Idol. But it's okay though, Clay's CD is still number 1 on Amazon. Rock on Clay!!! And I'm also going to have party at my house on the 19th with Brittney and Holly and Vanessa. So that's good. I don't Jeremy Lott is going to post anymore of this on his site because I haven't written in so long and so he's probably forgotten my site. Happy Saturclay!

Okay, it's like 8:12am here and I don't know what I'm doing on the computer, aside from trying to think of a way to get Tyler back(he just broke up with me). Maybe I'll call him tonight. He seriously thought it was FUNNY that I was crying. I mean, come on. I'd rather go out with Clay Aiken. Speaking of Clay, check this out:
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Okay...not much to write about. Martha and Hannah and Gavin are coming today. With Tim. Homework? Socials map of China. Fun. So it turns out Ace of Base have a new CD. But it's only been released in freak places like Holland and Zimbabwe. I got some of the songs of WinMX. It's 8:35am in Adelaide right now. I went to www.touradelaide.com and found way more pictures then I have before. I guess it helps if you actually look. Now I have all the Delta Goodrem songs. I'm sending in a tape of me singing to a record studio to see if they want it. I found two possible places. One in Toronto and one in Adelaide. Bet you can guess which place I'm going to send it to. I'm singing all Delta Goodrem songs. I got two rings yesterday. Well actually, 3. The first one is an American flag one which came with two small silver ones, and the other is a neopets ring, which is kind of too big for me so I put the two silver rings on either side to hold it in place. I wonder if the Adelaide record company will accept my tape? I hope so. So now they're down to 4 contestants on American Idol: Clay(he is SO hot), Ruben(205), Josh(at ease), and Kimberly Locke(um...)I really really really hope Clay wins. Mum bought me a Harry Potter desk calendar(which I've been wanting since Christmas)and this fake curly hair thing, which is really cool. And I also got this pink slidy thing that you can put things in. Now I'm downloading two more Ase of Base songs. The song I have in my head is Clay Aiken, "Build me up buttercup" which he was SO good at. He is SO going to win this thing. Too bad they don't get American Idol in Australia. They do get Temptation Island though. What a freakshow. The idea of it is SO retarded. One of the funniest things I have ever read is the Jaded Journalist's recap of Wednesday's American Idol. You can find it at www.idolonfox.com, and if you're a Clay fan you can go to www.claytonaiken.com, and www.carmenidol.com for Carmen. I've been up since 9:45am...which is early for me. I fell asleep at like 3:30am, which means I got like 6 hours of sleep, which is SO not good.

Okay, I was just on neopets and I want to see if this thing works:

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Oh my god, so Carmen got kicked off on American Idol last night, and so I was crying hysterical for like 2 hours, and then I was crying this morning at school too, and then I ran out of the classroom in block E because Jaret was saying that my car was a tin can with wheels, and so I talked to Mrs.Harrison for awhile, and today Britney made up a song it's so funny, it's this, "You filthy dirty person, you live out on the streets, you eat food from the trash can, and are budget-free" Oh my god that's SO funny I was going hysterical laughing and Metcalfe was staring at me and tomorrow we get to go on a field trip to see the movie Holes which is cool because Mum is driving and she's going to watch the movie with us. Britney said I sing exactly like Carmen, which is a lie because I could NEVER be that good. And now I'm listening to Kimberly Caldwell, "It's Still Rock and Roll to me" which is a really good song, even though she's not my favorite. Darn it, these stupid songs arn't working. Oh well, I'll get them later. Now me and mum are talking about Nick. He's a problem child.

Oh my god, on American Idol last night, they had Carmen, Kimberly Caldwell, and Trenyce, and they put Trenyce back in, and then they put Carmen back in(YES!!!)and then they kicked off Kimberly Caldwell. HAHA, serves her right. But me and bubs totally thought that Carmen was going to get kicked off(I even pressed the record button because I thought that was going to be the last I saw of Carmen)and then they put her back in and we were like Ohhh mygod. Go Carmen!!! And when I told Hamtaro how much I loved Carmen, she's just like "Carmen's your favorite?" and I'm like, "Yeah, she's the best dude!" And she's just like, "Her performance on tuesday was so bad, and that ugly little teacosy dress she was wearing?" and I was just like, "Okay, and when did you become such a fashion expert?" Jeez. And now I'm listening to Evanescence "tourniquet". Right now in Art we're doing grid pictures. I'm doing the American and the Australian flag. I started the US of A one(ha mr.burns)but Britney accidentally messed it up, so I had to redo it. Now I'm listening to 98 degree's "The Hardest Thing" which is supposed to be Karaoke but it's not. Bubs is getting me all this karaoke stuff so I can sing to it. Notice I have much less to write now that Alistair's gone. It's 9:30am in Australia right now. Don't worry. I'll find some way to talk to him again.

So now I'm listening to one of my Delta Goodrem songs. Today we had our first art class(part 4 of our FAAS session). Mr.Butterfield is pretty cool. He gave us a sheet of squiggly lines and we had to use our imagination to turn them into something recognizable. Tomorrow is the American Idol performances. Alistair comes back in a month and 1 day, which is cool. Right now it's 10:00 am in Adelaide right now. Haha, he's only just started school. He's probably walking down corridor 61.7 right now. Ha. That's how the halls in his private school are labelled. Right now I'm listening to the final ten contestants of American Idol singing "God Bless The USA" I made a copy of that song, drew an American flag, and posted it up in my locker. I'm from Bountiful, Utah. Whoa, the screen just brightened and it went down again. Bright now. And now I'm listening to the new Christina Aguilera song, "Fighter". On Thursday we get to go to Chinatown, because we're reading White Jade Tiger, and Hamtaro(Mrs.Hampton)thought it would be a good opportunity for us to learn about Chinese culture and food(we're going to a chinese restaurant)or something like that. Well the Simpsons are on right now so I have to go. LOL that's SO funny....lol med school.

So now I have all the Carmen Rasmusen songs that she's sung on American Idol so far, which are Can't Fight The Moonlight(03.04.03), You can't hurry love(03.11.03), Hopelessly Devoted to you(03.18.03), Wild Angels(03.25.03), Turn The Beat Around(04.01.03), and Call Me(04.08.03). I did hopelessly devoted to you for my talent show. Last Wednesday Rickey Smith got voted off, and I like almost cried. I thought that Kimberly Locke was going to get kicked off. In the bottom 3 they had Kimberly Locke(as always)Rickey, and Kimberly Caldwell(for the second time)and as usual they put Kimberly Locke back in, and so it was down to Ricky and Kimberly Caldwel. And then when they put Kimberly back in and Rickey was kicked off everyone was just like oh my god! And of course Carmen stayed on because well, she almost got voted off last week so everyone who wanted her and Trenyce to stay on voted for them. And on Tuesday Kelly Clarkson performed her new song "Miss Independent" which actually isn't her song it's Christina Aguilera's, but I guess she stole it. I also found this really cool Carmen Rasmusen site, which is http://starsstudio.net/carmen/index1.html. Another cool site is www.jeremiads.blogspot.com. Maybe I should start up a site about Carmen? But what would I use? Xanga? Well actually now I'm at www.yahoo.com and I need both webpages so I have to go now. Ahoy!

So we got a new computer, and now I have the old one with internet. The talent show is in days, up at Claremont Hight School. And tomorrow I get to go up to Claremont with my Choir. And on April 16 grade 6, 7, and Concert Band get to go up to Esquimalt Community Theatre to perform. If Alistair was still here, he could go in the concert. But he's back in Australia, where he belongs. But does he really belong there? I mean, I know it's where he wants to be, but I want him to be here. And so does Duncan, and Mike, and the rest of his friends. Today I walked home with Rorey. Well actually, he kind of followed me home. Tyler Bellagente gave me his phone number and I called him, but then he wasn't home, so I left my number with his sister and he called me back, and he said he would go out with me. And if you're thinking that I've found someone to replace Alistair, I haven't. No one could ever replace Alistair. He still is and will always be the coolest person I have ever met. Way too cool for me. And now's there's this new Australian pop singer, Delta Goodrem, and she's really good, but no one else had heard of her besides me, and that's probably because I heard about it from the Ninemsn Australia newsletters I get every week, but whatever. So American Idol has come down to 8 contestants:Clay Aiken(9), Ruben Studdard(8), Joshua Gracin(7)Rickey Smith(6), Kimberly Caldwell(9)Trenyce(8)Kimberly Locke(5), and Carmen Rasmusen(10). The numbers are how much I've rated them out of 10. As you can see, I like Carmen the best. That's because she IS the best. Tonight is the performance night, where they have a special guest. Every Tuesday is performance night, and they always have a special celebrity guest, and Wednesday is Elimination Night. Here are the guests they've had so far: Lamont Dozier, Gladys Night, Olivia Newton-John(who is the BEST because she's Australian), and Verdine White(who is scary)And now since it comes on in like 5 minutes, I seriously have to go now. Ahoy!