Hi mates, I'm back!! I just got off the Australian Idol site, and I found out all the songs they did last night. Paulini did, "At last", which is one of my favorite songs she BETTER not ruin it, and "Almost like being in love", which I don't know. Guy sang, "Hit the road Jack", which I don't know how anyone can SING that song, and "The way you look tonight", which is another favorite but I know he'll do it to justice. Oh yeah, Levi's rapping. Oh yeah, Bobby Brown!! Okay seriously, sorry. So ANYWAYS, Cosima did, "L-O-V-E", which MIGHT be a Delta song I'm not sure, because I know Delta did a song called that, and "Smile", which Ruben did on American Idol. She, obviously, was probably the best of the night AS usual. And Shannon, who I hate his singing so bad, sang, "New York, New York", which I think I know, and "Under My Skin", which I also might know. Right now I'm listening to Kelly Cavuoto, "Stupid Girl", also known as, "Mascara", but when you download songs on Kazaa they always have the wrong name. Maybe I should go see how they did on the message board, the Australian one.

Now I'm watching and listening to Kimberly Caldwell, "Anymore". Now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Predictable". Yesterday I went through my archives and looked at all my stuff about Alistair. How I wish I had still to write. Whatever means. I think it means I miss Alistair and want him to come back. How procabulious. I haven't used that word in like so long. This song, "Predictable", is the perfect Jordan song. He says he'll call me, and does he? No. He says he loves me, and does it? No. Well, I'm not too sure about that. He can't decide whether he does or not. You're just so predictable, in every way I, I want you to know I know your game, it's so unbelievable, how you change, you won't get away with loving me. I'm SO glad I'm doing that at the talent show. And the same with, "Fatboy". Here's a perfect line for him: You say that money isn't everything, but I'd like to you live without it, you think you can keep on going living like a king, ooh babe but I strongly doubt it. Okay, I'll shut up now.

Now I'm listening to Delta, "My Big Mistake". When I go to my time zone page on sitemeter.com, it says I've got someone from Australia visiting my site. Do you think....no, it's not possible. Unless Duncan told him about it because he knows it, which he might've, and the pinpoint on the map is right on Adelaide....hmmm...I wonder what he thinks if he DOES read it? He probably thinks Jordan is a jerk, which he is. He probably thinks I like him better, but I don't. Alistair will always be the best. I wonder if he watches Australian Idol? He probably likes Guy and Cosima, just like me. Well, at least I hope. Everybody keeps saying I should phone him on a payphone, because I do have money, but I'm not sure...I might get in trouble, but why would I if it's my money? I do want to find out if he watches it. The best thing to do is ask. I'll do it before next weekend, if I can muster up the courage, which is doubtful, but blimey, I'll try, mates.