1 month and I'm still sober. I mean what.



Jonathan Monsen comes here in 3 days oh my lord.



Wow that guy's Nexopia was...interesting.



Why does my head hurt so so so much.



Why did I tag all those people in that photo wow.



My fingers crack so very easily.



Awwww Kelly's given in to stupid Clive Davis and agreed to make a pop album for 2008 that's gay. My December is the best album it's all deep and has feelings not like some lame meaningless many pop songs just to sell. I hate Clive Davis. He ruined Clay Aiken. And now that I've wrote this he'll probably come after me too. Bring it, old man.



Sweet. I joined facebook groups dissing him. I feel better now.



All the pics of Kelly in this group are soooooo prettyyyyy.

My feet hurt from those sandals. So I took them off. Although I don't know if you're allowed to do that. But whatever I don't care. Why is that save now button expanding at everything I type. I have 32 mins left. I am on MSN. Khalila G left CI the other night. She was PISSED off. It was sad cuz it shoulda been Matt Rapley even though the CoolWhip thing was pretty funny they were like oh Greg you're so amusing. My pants are tight. What else is new.

OMFG JONATHAN MONSEN IS COMING ON MONDAY 2 DAYS EARLIER THAN PLANNED I AM FREAKING OUT CUZ THAT IS SO SOON IT'LL BE THE WEEKEND TOMORROW N THEN JONATHAN IS MAGICALLY HERE LIKE OMG GOD.

Stupid Mayuko. Make me do her lame hw when I'm at the lib. I'm sooo hungry.

K I have less than 5 mins left. That went fast. I needa get my shoes back on. Maybe I'll go rest in a chair before I walk home again I dun wanna walk all that way again right now.

K 1 min left I should post this.

My computer broke. Which is why I am constantly at the library. Even though it takes forever to get there and forever to get back. But it's all good. Jonathan will be here in like a week so I will no longer be bored. Also those extended relatives of mine are moving in. How delightful.

I really need to go to the bathroom. Also Canadian Idol results are on in 2 hours. And I want to go to WalMart to buy that Buddha plaque for that wall I'm making for my room. Oh yeah I forgot what I need to check on FB.

Well then.

Bathroom now.

There I finally fixed the font on my page so it's not like miniscule anymore.

I should wake that person up so they don't miss their lame soccer.

Air New Zealand. Yup.

I am v. cold. Therefore I will drink some cold Sprite to make it better.

Well Clive Davis sucks he ruins everybody. And he's old.

Sweet I got 2 new KC songs.

K I needa stop reading.

Holy I've been reading for awhile I'm on page 305.

Whyyy can't I get those 3 songs anywhere god.

That was many hours ago. HP7 is v. intense I am on page like 430 or something.

It is 9 days till Jonathan gets his butt out here. He is taking forever about it.

K yeah bedtime now. Which means reading at least another 50 pages of HP7.

Oh wait. I said that like 20 mins ago and I'm still not in bed. Huh.

Awwwww. Well that was a nice change to a crappy feeling. And a pretty Nexopia too.

Seriously bedtime now. What the hell is a security token.

Kelly Clarkson - Haunted

Louder, louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time
In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone
And I'm still crying
Shocked, broken
I'm dying inside

Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Shadows linger
Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
Don't leave my side
It's not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart

I miss you, you hurt me
You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness
Was hiding inside
Now all that's left
Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise

Where are you
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Why did you go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall

Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me

Where are you?
Where are you?

You were smiling