Okay, so I'm sitting here listening to Jenny Gear, and waiting for Jordan to phone back. I phoned him but he wasn't home so I left a message. Jenny is performing at the Ship Pub in St.Johns on October 2nd. Kids are allowed, but I'm not sure how much the cost is to get it. My Tyler Hamilton fan friend in Alberta was asking me about any concerts I want to go to, so I said that. It's doubtful we will though, I mean, how am I going to get to St.Johns, Newfoundland? It's a nice thought, though. And now I'm listening to the studio version of Karen-Lee Batten, "Come away with me". The best studio versions of the CI Greatest Moments CD are Mikey and Jenny. The rest of them aren't very clear. This one is allright, though. She's pretty good.

I made a CD for Britney the other day, and she went nuts and said about how good I was. And then she picked out her favorite songs(she didn't like the Jenny ones because she didn't know them), and she said she'll give me another blank CD on Tuesday so I can record another CD with just her favorite songs that I did. I have to make a third one also, the other I'm going to send in to Toronto. It's going to have 2 Audrey songs and one Jenny song. I think I'll call Britney now. Okay, she's not home, so I left a message. Hopefully she'll call me back because I want to tell her what happened with Jordan. Now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Not me, not I". She won A LOT of awards(they're called Lodgies in Australia). If you want to know what they are, go to www.deltagoodrem.com. She still has cancer, but I think she's getting better.

It's 7:40pm here, and it's already dark, which is weird, but it's okay. I think I'll listen to the Billy Klippert/Ryan Malcom CD now, it's cool. After that I'll listen to the Canadian Idol CD, which I made. I should really get the Greatest Moments CD, but I should save up my money to get Ryan Malcom's CD which comes out on the 30th, but then again there's Jenny and The Whiskey Kittens which comes out on December 17th, but I might get it for Christmas, but that's a long way away, it's not even Halloween yet, not that I want it to be because if you wear a costume to school, you look like a dork and if you don't you look like a snob who thinks they're too cool for Halloween. Ugh, you totally can't win at that school. Ugh, nobody's on MSN. Ugh, why do I keep saying ugh!

Now I'm listening to Billy Klippert, "Have you ever seen the rain". HE ROCKS, as I'm sure you all know. We have no school on Monday. I only have CAPP for homework, which is doing some dumb thing in my planner. Ooh, now it's at Billy Klippert, "Levon". I LOVE THIS SONG!! He sang this on Elton John night, when Jenny sang Rocket Man, which was the day before she got voted off.=(

Now it's at Billy Klippert, "Hooked on a feeling." Ryan did that song on the same night, and the next night Audrey got kicked off. Oh well, at least it wasn't Gary. All these songs are going by date, BTW. Maybe I'll go back to the board now, or Neopets. I might be back later. Ahoy!

Oh my god, so today, in CAPP, Nick asked me if he could use my Sharpie, but then I had to tell him that Mr.Cafley stole it, which he did, and Jordan says to Nick, "You call them sharpies? My BROTHER calls them Sharpies!" So I'm like, "Okay, and what do you call them?" and he's like, "Permanent Ink Markers, which is their real name". HAHAHA oh my that's hillarious I almost died it was so funny.

I called him today, and it was funny because his mom answered and she called him and he's like, "What?" So then she goes, "Well, what do you think, Jordan? The phone just rang and I'm calling you". HAHA it sounds like something Alistair's mom would say. So anyway, he came on and I was like "Hi", and then there's this big pause because he doesn't know why I'm phoning when he said he didn't want to talk to me, so then I go, "Okay, I know you don't want to talk to me but you never really gave me a chance to explain myself before you totally went nuts, and I know you said I'm annoying, but it's just that whenever I see you I don't know what to say because I don't know if you'll say anything back to me so I usually say something stupid because I think that's the only way I'll get you to talk to me," and he's like, "Okay..."

And then I was like, "And I talked to Sandy and people and asked them if I was being stupid and they said I kind of was to bring my kitty to school and stuff, and I didn't really know I was being stupid, but now I kind of do, and I know you said you don't want to talk to me, and I've been trying to forget about this whole thing, and I've been trying to think about other things and be happy, but I can't do it, because I can't pretend everything's okay when I know it's not, and it's not like you can just forget about this, I KNOW you can't and neither can I, so are you still mad?" and he said, "Not really", and then I said, "Well, were you EVER mad?", and he's like, "Well only when people were following me and I was sick of it." And then I said, "So then we're okay now?" and he's like, "Well, what does that mean?" And I said, "Well, are things the way they were before?", and he says, "I don't know,", so I said, "Well, do you WANT things the way they were before?", so he's like, "What, EXACTLY the way they were before?" so I said, "Well no, they don't have to be EXACTLY the same way, what would you want different?" so he says, "Well for one thing, I don't want your friends following me and pointing at me, like Britney, she always glares at me, and Stephanie and that other girl keep calling me Jesse!" And then I was laughing so much because Sarah and Stephanie always call my guy friends Jesse haha! But I SERIOUSLY don't know why.

So then it was his dinnertime, so he had to go, but I think things are okay now. See, what did I tell you? But then again, I went back to him and convinced him to be with me again, but I could totally tell he didn't like things being bad, he's ALWAYS staring at me in class I can tell and Sandy can tell too. I'll probably phone him tomorrow in the morning, because I'll get up early and phone at like 11am because they'll probably not be eating breakfast then or maybe I'll just wait till 6 or 7 like I usally do but then he might be doing his homework but whatever I have to phone sometime well I don't really HAVE to but I want to you know? Well, you probably don't, but whatever.

Mr.Pama wasn't here today.=( I kinda knew at the end of block E that he wasn't coming because I hadn't seen him all day and I usually do and right when the bell rang, and Mr.Mark came in!! I was so mad seriously, but he was cool. Except for the fact that he thought he was so totally cool because he played soccer and was a surfer and had cool shoes or so he said hahaa. We were talking about advertising spoofs and how we had to make one. Me and steph are doing Cool Whip, except we're calling it Oil Whip hahha!!

And me and Jordan were also talking about how Mr.Melnyk is unfair because he picks favorites and gets mad at people for no reason and how he likes everybody but us which is so true!!

Lizzie McGuire on today and it was one of the new ones where she's 15, and Miranda was having a party and she invited everyone but Larry Tudgeman the nerd and he was so sad it was so sad because he was like almost crying but then they disguised him(Lizzie and Gordo did), so Miranda wouldn't know it was him but then she found out and first she was mad but then she realized she was mean for not inviting him. Now I'm listening, "Top 11 - Canadian Hits Medley". It's the Top 11 of CI at the finale. Now I'm talking to Jennifer Miller from my school lo lshe just called me a COP CHICKEN hahah so that's my name now on MSN!! LEE HANEY IS A COP CHICKEN!! Hahah that's funny!! Well not really but whatever. Lol I just called Jen a valley girl now she's getting mad well I'd better go!!

Maybe I'll call Jordan today, and see if he wants to give us another chance. It ended 2 days ago. I'm not worried though, the last time he did this he was phoning me back after like 3 days. It's so totally Andrew's fault. I hate him so much. Right now I'm listening to Delta Goodrem, "Not me, not I". I put some pictures up in my locker. I have one of Jenny, Gary, Audrey, Ryan and Jenny, and a bigger one of Jenny and Audrey. It looks really cool. Now I'm listening to Leonard Cohen, "Tower of song". Jenny did it on Canadian Idol. She has the same style of him, where she talks/sings.

I hope we have a talent show this year. Mr.Large said we would, and I hope it's earlier than last year. I'll do Tower of Song and Superstar(MAYBE). Billy Klippert rocks. I need the KIL CD. I have Science and Socials homework tonight. For Science I have to do my good copy of experiment #2 and #3, and draw a diagram of experiment #2. For Socials I have to complete my draft for Column 2 on our poster, but that'll only take me like half an hour because I've done almost all the questions, so.

Ryan Malcom's CD single comes out on the 30th. I might get it I'm not sure because I also want to get Hilary Duff's Metamorphasis CD and the Canadian Idol Greatest Moments CD as well. My poem got published in a huge poetry book as one of the best in Canada, so I'm with people in Nova Scotia(AHAH GARY), and Saskatoon and places so that's cool. Now I'm listening to Luther Vandross, "Dance with my father". It's a nice song. I listen to 98.5 the Ocean so I like old fashioned stuff like Gloria Estefan and Madonna and Leonard Cohen and Elton John and stuff. Now I'm listening to Michael Jackson, "You are not alone". Daniel Bettingfield sounds just like him.

Maybe I'll wait till tomorrow to phone Jordan, because he'll probably be doing homework, and if I phone on Friday then he won't be because it's like the weekend. We have this new kid in our class, Ryan(HAHAH MALCOM), who's Chinese and doesn't know English very well but he's cool though. I got out some books on Newfoundland the other day because, you know, Jenny Gear and all that. She TOTALLY should have won, man.

We have Mr.Melnyk tomorrow in blocks C and D, which is really annoying for 2 reasons. One:Fridays are our Mr.Melnyk FREE days. Two:Usually on Friday during those blocks we're doing something fun like going out places, but instead we get to spend it with Mr.MELNYK. Ugh, that's so annoying. Oh well, at least he's not taking up Mr.Pama's block. If he was, I wouldn't go. Or something...like that. Lizzie McGuire comes on in half an hour. That's my favorite TV show. Now I'm listening to Britney Spears, "From the bottom of my broken heart". Now it's 5pm. Jordan will probably be having dinner soon. If I phone him at 7, he'll probably be doing homework like I said. And I'll probably have to leave a message, which I totally HATE doing, because I totally don't know what to say when it comes on. I'm just like, "Um, hi...I just called to say um....hi?" See how stupid that sounds? And you'd think I was used to it by now, after having to leave like 50 million messages a week. Well, not THAT many, but you get it.

Now I'm listening to Britney Spears, "From the bottom of my broken heart". As you can tell, I really like Britney Spears. Well, her old stuff anyway. Her new stuff is kind of cheap. I just did my hair. See, what I did was I brushed it(DUH), pulled it back into a low ponytail, then got my white clip, and flipped it up and clipped it, you know? Well, you didn't really NEED to, but I can't think of anything else to tell you. Who am I talking to, you wonder? Don't ask, because I really, really, REALLY...don't know. Now I'm listening to Eden's Bridge, "Breath of heaven". It's Celtic Worship music. It's cool. Well, not really COOL, but you get it.

I was sitting with Rorey after school, and Jordan walked past, and I said hi, and he said hi. I could so totally tell he was jealous. He always IS. With Alistair, with Clay Aiken, even with Tyler Bellagente. I had to give Nick answers again in Socials. He's so dumb, seriously I have to give him answers, and open his textbook for him he's so dumb. Okay, I just repeated the same thing twice, but whatever. I should talk to Colin sometime. He said hi to me today too. So many people are saying hi to me it's weird like I've become more popular or something. BAH!! Callum was talking to me today, he's cool. We have Callum and Callan in our class, it's confusing for people who don't know them. Only 15 minutes till Lizzie McGuire comes on and I can stop talking finally!!! I have no idea what station it's on now. Like some weird Arab converence thing. BAH! Now I'm listening to Ace of Base, "Happy Nation". You guys should REALLY download some of the songs I've mentioned on here they're great. It's all different styles. Ace of Base is kinda like disco pop kinda thing, really. It's hard to explain.

My Gary group got mentioned in the Ottawa sun. It's cool. The Beals Battlers, I created them and now they've become his official group I'm so proud!! YAY SANDY'S ON MSN NOW!! Okay, I'll shut up now. Okay, Lizzie's on now, gotta go be back later. AHOY!!