Okay, so I just talked to Calum about an hour ago(I phoned him, he wasn't home, he called me back), and it was like this: I picked up the phone right, and was like, "Hello?" and he was like, "Hi" and I just wish you guys could hear the way he says 'Hi', it's so cool, and so then I was like, "Hi" and he's like, "Hi" and I was like, "Hi" and he's like, "How are you?" and I was like "Good" and he's like, "Oh yeah? How was your Christmas?" and I was like, "It was good" and then I was like, "So um, do you know like, any guys named Adam that are like, 17 years old?" and he's like, "No" and then so I was like, "Yeah, that's what I thought, because like, okay, this guy sent me this email today, right, and he said that he had been to my website, where like, I've written like, a tiny bit about you sometimes, right, and he wanted me to give him like, your phone number, and I like, wouldn't" and he's like, "Thank you very much, that's awesome" and I was like, "I don't know, it just like, kinda scared me" and he's like "Oh really?" and I was like, "Yeah, it's so weird how you like, have these people" and he's like, "Yeah well, there are some people like that".

And then I asked him, "What do you do if someone calls you, like a lot, and sometimes you just don't want to talk to them?" and he's like, "I don't really know" and then so I was like, "Because there's like this girl, and she's kinda my friend, and she phones me every single day, and sometimes I want to talk to her, but it's really annoying" and he's like, "Oh really?" and I was like, "Yeah, and sometimes, she phones like three times a day" and he thought that was so funny, and then I was like, "But I don't really want to tell her I don't want to talk to her, because that's kinda mean, and I like already lie to her, like if I don't want to talk to her anymore, I say I have to go when I don't" and he's like, "Oh yeah" and then I was like, "So what do you think I should do?" and he's like, "I don't know...that's a tough one...if it starts weird, then just like...I don't know, that's hard!" and then I was like, "And I know that's what it must be like with you, because I do phone you like, a lot" and he's like, "No, it's okay" and I was like, "Because that's why Alistair like, totally hated me, because I phoned him like every day" and he's like, "Oh really?" and I was like, "And I didn't know why he hated me until like, he left,and then there was nothing I could do" and he's like, "Oh" and then I was like, "So if I'm ever phoning you too much, you can just tell me to stop and I will" and he's like, "Okay, but you're seriously not phoning me too much at all" and I was like, "Okay, that's good".

And then I was like, "I haven't told you about Jordan yet, have I?" and he's like, "Who's Jordan?" so then I told him everything, and at the end of it all he's like, "So do you still like him?" and I was like, "Yeah" and he's like, "Then tell him that" and I was like, "Yeah, I guess I should. I phoned Jordan last night, by the way, just to wish him Merry Christmas and to tell him to check the message that I left for him on his machine the other night.


And then I was like, "For Christmas, I got like, Clay's Cd" and he's like, "What?" and I was like, "Clay?" and he's like, "Oh" and I was like, "Like, Aiken? And I got Ryan Malcolm's, and I also got Ruben's" and he's like, "Oh yeah" and then I was like, "And I was really surprised that like, I got that, because like, no one knew that I wanted it, and when I did get it people were like, surprised because they like, thought I hated Ruben, which I did, like I totally used to, like when it was like him against Clay, I like totally hated him, but like, the stuff he sings now, is totally nothing like the stuff he did on the show", and he's like, "Yeah".

And then I was like, "That guy who emailed me, at first I thought it was Duncan," and he's like, "Well, he knows my phone number, so" and I was like, "Yeah I know, that's not what I meant, like I thought maybe it was him pretending to be someone else, like seeing if I would do it?" he's like, "Oh" and I was like, "Well, do you think he would do that?" and he was like, "Well I don't think it was him, he wouldn't do that, it's doubtful".

And then I was like, "Did you watch World Idol?" and he's like, "No, was it good?" and I was like, "Yeah it was, why didn't you watch it?" and he's like, "Oh, because I had lots of family over, so" and I was like, "My brother and sister were voting when they're like, not even interested in that kind of stuff" and he's like, "Voting?" and I was like, "Yeah, but they were like mostly making fun of everyone, and when they were watching it, during my favorite who wasn't singing in English, and during her whole performance, they were going hysterical at the language she was singing in" and he's like, "Oh yeah" and then I was like, "And they also hated my other favorite from Australia, and my other one from Netherlands they thought was gay, because he kinda looks like that" and he's like, "Yeah well, looks can be mistaken" and I was like, "Yeah I know, and they think that Clay's gay as well" and he's like, "Oh really?".

And I was like, "Yeah, because my dad bought me an Elton John CD for Christmas, right?" and he's like, "I love Elton John, he's so cool" and I was like, "Yeah I know, me too" and he's like, "He's so...he's...he's just awesome" and I was like, "I know, but my brother and sister think he's gay too" and he's like, "Well he is" and I was like, "Yeah I know, but that's why they hate him" and he's like, "Oh really?" and I was like, "Yeah, like my brother said that I can't listen to it while anybody else is in the house" and he's all surprised and he's like, "Oh REALLY?" and I was like, "Yeah well, I'm not going to listen, but like when I tried to show it to them they're like 'No, get it away from us, that's horrible', and stuff like that it was so weird", and he's like, "Oh yeah".

And then I started saying like really freakish things because I couldn't think of anything to say, and then I was like, "Because you're not saying anything" and he thought that was funny and he's like, "Well my Christmas was good, I got a game cube, so it was cool...it was good, good Christmas", and I was like, "Yeah, so was mine".

And then I heard his mom say, "Dinner's ready!", and then he's like, "Okay, well I gotta get going, so I'll talk to you later!" and I was like, "Okay" and he's like, "Bye" and I'm like, "Bye".

When I first phoned him and he wasn't home, I talked to his mom and it went like this: She said that he wasn't home but he would be in like two minutes he was just on his way, and she asked if she should get him to call me and I said yes, and she was like, "So does he have your phone number?" and I was like, "Yeah he does" and she's like, "You know what? I'm just going to take it down again, things have been really crazy in this house, you know" and I was like, "Oh yeah" so I gave it to her again, and after I was laughing because both her and Calum and his dad use the word crazy for everything and I was like, "These people and their crazyness!" and I had talked to her at like 7, and it was like 7:30 and he still hadn't phoned yet so I totally thought he wasn't going to, but he did at like 7:40, so I was really happy, because no one was home and I was blaring Clay Aiken's CD so it was all good.

After Clay I watched some Powerpuff Girl episodes on our new DVD player with my new PPG DVD, so that was fun, and then I listened to Ryan and his CD rocked too just like Clay's. I wonder if I should tell him that I like the Powerpuff Girls? Probably not, he'd be like "Freak". Oh darn it, I forgot to ask him if he considers us friends, but it's kinda obvious he probably does because why else would he talk to me and phone me?

Anyway, I have to put on the Narrator, and plus my mom wants to go on to transfer pictures from our digital camera onto the computer, because she just took some pictures of my cat and my sister and me being freaks, so.

Okay, so we just finished opening presents a while ago, and I got some really cool stuff. I got 3 DVD's, because Father bought us a new DVD player, and my DVD's were: Powerpuff Girls(YES, I do like them), Spy Kids 2:The Island of Lost Dreams, and The Witches. I got some chocolates and a Narnia book from my mom(C.S.Lewis), and a T-Shirt from my sister, a tape from my brother so I can record World Idol tonight, and a scarf from my mom, and from my dad I got 3 Cd's: Elton John(Goodbye Yellow Brick Road), Ryan Malcom(Home), and Clay Aiken(Measure of a Man). It really surprised me that I got Ryan's CD from my dad, because that's what I had asked my sister Melissa for, so I thought I was going to get it from her, but then just listen what happens next.

So then Melissa comes over, and gives me her presents, and I could see one of them was a CD, and so of course I thought it was Ryan's but I open it, and it's RUBEN'S!! I totally freaked out because I had no idea how she knew that I wanted that, and plus I never thought I'd get it like I said yesterday, so then I asked her how she knew, and she said that a little elf told her, so of course I know that means my mom. I don't know how my dad knew that I liked Elton John, probably because I listen to the Ocean all the time, which plays stuff like that. Patrick and Teresa totally freaked out at the CD because they both think he's gay, which he is, but that's okay, and Patrick told me that I was never allowed to listen to it around anyone in the house, but I was like whatever, so. I'm listening to "Soulful" right now it's so cool, my bro Tim is going to love it he loves rap and this is what that is, totally.

And then I opened my other stuff from Melissa, which was a V-neck t-shirt which is blue, which is cool, and also she got me a Canadian Idol T-Shirt, which is really cool because I'm totally gonna wear it to school I don't care what people say, and then I'm wearing right now.

I got up first at like 8, and then I went on the computer, and then at like 10 I went into my mom's room and watch Much's Most Wanted: Top 20 hottest guys of the year. Jake Gellyenhall was #10, he's from the movie October Sky which me and my mom really like, and Orlando Bloom was number 9, and he's cool, and Ashton Kutcher was #3, and I guess he's allright but I don't really like him that much, and Justin Timberlake was #1, which really sucked because he is SO not hot. Clay should've been number 1 but he wasn't even on the list! He is so going to be next year. Last night they had the top 20 girls, like Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen were #18, and I'm not sure if Hilary Duff was on the list because I didn't finish watching it, but she probably wasn't because she hasn't really been around for that long, even though she's been like everywhere over the past year, so she might've been, I don't know.

And now Ruben's singing, "Flying Without Wings", which of course was his winning song, and of course it's awesome. If you guys think I don't like Clay anymore, you're such a lie. I totally do, and I'm totally going to listen to his CD later, I just like Ruben all of a sudden now, because his new style is so awesome, and I know that Calum doesn't like him, but I'm sure if he heard this new CD he would, so I have to like force him to listen to it, because you all know I can do that, right? I have to phone him tomorrow to tell him all what of I got. Calum I mean, not Ruben. I know I'm not making any sense right now, but that's because it's all so of Christmas, so I like totally wouldn't be, you know? I have to ask Calum if he considers us friends, because if he does that would so cool, because then we could be like Lizzie and Gordo, except there would be no Miranda, but you know we don't need one because it like totally doesn't matter.

And now Melissa is like totally dumping chocolates on me from my bag, but that's okay. Ruben is almost over. Okay, in the book I'm reading, "Charlie Wilcox's Great War", which is the second Charlie Wilcox book, Charlie tells Claire about the expression, "Carpe Diem", and later she tries to say it but she says "Crap Demon", and when I read that I was going so hysterical because it was just so funny. Darn it, now I can't move the mouse because it's covered with chocolates. I have to go to the bathroom, and when I get back the chair will be gone, so I should go. World Idol at 8 on CTV(Channel 9)!!

Okay, so I just came back from my dad's friend Celeste's house, and I played with her kids and stuff, so that was fun. And now I'm listening to Ruben Studdard, "Sorry 2004", from his new album "Soulful", which I really want, but I really doubt I'm gonna get it for Christmas, because my mom really hates Ruben, so. I already know some of the things I might be getting: Clay's CD, Ryan's CD, and People Magazine with Clay on the cover. I know for sure I'm getting the magazine because I saw my mom buy it for me. I phoned Jordan today but he wasn't home so I left a message saying Merry Christmas and I was sorry for messing everything up. I don't really know why I said that when I didn't even do anything, but there's no way HE's gonna apologize, because he just doesn't do that.

Now I'm listening to Diana Karazon, "Ensani Ma Binsak". She's the winner of Lebanon Idol, and I really want her to come in second in World Idol, but she probably won't because she doesn't sing in English(She sings in Arabic), and most people want to be able to understand what the contestants are saying, and then there's all those racist people out there, but I like foreign music so it's all good.

I wonder what Calum's doing right now? Probably just hanging with his parents and talking about what Christmas is gonna be like tomorrow. I wonder what it IS going to be like for him? He's so lucky he doesn't have any brothers or sisters, it must be so cool, it being just like him and his mom and his dad, because I've talked with his dad a few times, and he's awesome.

I just got $50 from my grandparents for Christmas money, so after Christmas I might buy myself another CD(with my report card money I bought Hilary Duff, "Metamorphasis"), and get my hair done like Hilary Duff, which is layered bangs and layered hair. It should be fun. I have to put the Narrator on now to see what this sounds like. I'm not sure if I'll be on to write tomorrow, it being Christmas and World Idol and all, but I'll come back if I can!! Merry Christmas and Happy World Idol ya'll!

Okay, so I just phoned Calum(I didn't MEAN to, it was an accident!), because I was talking to one of my CI message board friends on MSN, and I sent her a file of me singing, and she totally freaked out and said how awesome it was and she totally wanted more, and I was just like so totally excited and happy that I just ran over and picked up the phone and started dialing, and then I realized I had phoned Calum, and then his dad answered and I was like, "Is Calum home?" and he's like, "Ah yes, he's right here!" and then like two seconds later Calum came on and he's like, "Ahoyhoy!" and I could totally tell they were having fun, and I was like, "Hi, um, I know you probably don't want to talk to me right now, but um, I just wanted to tell you, I was talking to this person on MSN, right, and I like sent her, like a file thing, of my singing, and she said it was really really good" and he's like, "Oh really? That's awesome!" and I was like, "Yeah, and I was just like so happy, that I just like, picked up the phone, and just like started dialing like, numbers, and like, I just like, called you, even though I know I wasn't supposed to" and he's like, "No, it's okay, no worries" and I was like, "Okay, that's good" and he's like, "But I have to go, to eat my dinner" and I was like, "Okay" and he's like, "So I'll talk to you later" and I was like, "Okay" and he's like, "Okay bye" and I was like, "Bye". I am SO not phoning him tomorrow, even though I planned to, I can't do it now because I JUST DID!!

I'm still talking to that person I sent it to, and I'm sending her more stuff and she thinks they're all great and she keeps telling me how good I am which is making me really happy because people don't EVER say that to me!!

I don't really know WHY I phoned Calum just to tell him that, probably because, like I said, I don't hear that a lot so it's good to know I might have a chance at living my dream, you know, and plus there's the fact that I was so happy I just couldn't control myself and I just picked up the phone like a freak and plus I wanted him to say it was awesome which he DID which is good because HE is so incredibly AWESOME!! The American Idol Christmas Special is replaying in half an hour if anyone wants to watch it it's on CTV at 9pm, and World Idol is in TWO DAYS!! MERRY CHRISTMAS YA'LL!!!

Okay, so I think I might phone Calum on Christmas Eve, I don't really know why, just to say Happy Christmas and to talk and stuff, and I need to tell him about Jordan and ask him what I should do about this freak problem that we're having, because Jordan says he still likes me but I'm not sure, so I just want things to be like they were before, like when we said "I love you" to each other like all the time, which he hasn't said to me since September the 1st, the day before we went back to school and everything got messed up, which was like 3 months ago, and it's getting really annoying that nothing's happening, so I thought maybe Calum could fix it. Or something...like that. And then I need to tell Calum about what presents I got for people and we can talk about World Idol and who we're going to vote for and stuff like that and what we're doing on Christmas and stuff like that...okay, I don't really have much more to write so I think I'll go now, my sister Teresa is here from Vancouver and we're watching Home Alone(I'm not sure if it's the first movie or the second movie, I'll never watch the 3rd one because it doesn't have Macaulney Culkin or whatever his name is in it, and plus it doesn't have the same bad guys, so I'll totally hate it).

Okay, I just got back from a two day trip, I have to tell you what happened:

Friday: I sang karaoke at the school dance, they didn't have Hilary so I did Britney Spears, "From the bottom of my broken heart", and it was fun, some people thought I was really good and others told me I should learn to sing in English, but whatever, they can be derks about it, I really don't care. Calum said that I was good, but he didn't hear all of it because he went downstairs to the dance(the karaoke was in the lunchroom). And after I sang I talked to him, and he said about how he has to know people for a really long time before he can hang out with them outside of school, and then I phoned him later that night at Sarah's mansion house, and it turns out he thought I meant that I wanted to hang out outside of school, and then I told him that wasn't what I meant, and then finally he understood I meant AT school. And then I was like, "But it seems like you're too good for me" and he's like, "No, that's not it" and then I was like, "You're Calum, man!" and then he thought that was funny, and then Sarah kept chucking stuffed animals at me so I started chucking them back and we were going hysterical it was so hard to talk properly, and then I was like, "So is it that you DON'T want to hang out with me?" and he's like, "No" and I was like, "So you do?" and he's like, "Yeah sure, like whatever" and then I said to him later, "Like, you know how you said that you didn't care if you hung out with me or not?" and he thought that I was getting mad at him so he's like, "No, it's not that" and I was like, "No, I mean like, you said it wasn't a problem right?" and he's like, "Oh yeah" and then I was like, "But like, how would we do that?" and he's like, "What do you mean?" and I was like, "Well, I'm not used to like, arranging these kind of things" and he's like, "What do you mean?" and I was like, "Well, it's like, we have messed up lunchtimes, so how would we do this?" and he's like, "Well there's still like, recess" and I was like, "Yeah" and he's like, "I don't know, things'll just like, fall into place, you know?" and I was like, "Yeah" and then he had to go, so he was like, "Yeah, I gotta go now, so, I'll talk to you in the New Year right?" and I was like, "Yeah okay" and he was like, "So, we can talk then?" and I was like, "Yeah, sure", and then he was like, "Okay bye" and I was like, "Bye". So now I can't talk to him till January 1st, which is the results show of World Idol but that's okay because then I have lots to tell him.

Saturday: I got up early, took the 11am ferry to Abbotsford, drove for 2 hours to the Best Western Hotel, then we went swimming in the hotel pool, and then we went to the hotel restaurant, and then we went to the best concert of all time: DAKONA!!! They're this band that kinda sounds like Our Lady Peace if you know who they are, and we got to go backstage and meet them, and I spent most of my time talking to the drummer who's really hot and he's my favourite, and we got photos and all their autographs, and the main guy, Ryan, kept looking and pointing at me during the concert it was really cool. We went back to the hotel and went to sleep after watching Dilbert.

Sunday: We got up at like 9, left the hotel at 11 because we had to, and went to a mall in Langley, and bought some stuff for Sarah's little brother Patrick, then we drove to the ferry and caught the 1pm, and me and Sarah got some pictures taken in the booth of us with a seal, it was really cool imaging thingyness...whatever that means, I don't know. So we got back to my house at like 3:15, and I downloaded some Dakona songs, and now I'm writing this and talking on MSN to one of my Tyler Hamilton fan friends from the Canadian Idol board who emails me a lot, and I really want to put on the narrator so it can read this out, so I have to go now. Ahoy!