Okay, so today I auditioned for Totally Teen Talent 2004, which is a talent show of Victoria. Or something...like that. Anyway, I sang "Lean on me", I did it for GEORGE HUFF, man!! He taught me the dip and hands thing and the bouncing and the jumping and spinning, and the "Listen!" with the pointing of the finger, which I was totally too scared to do but if I get through to the finals I will so totally bring it. GORDIE TUPPER was there, man!!! As one of the judges!! He's one of the news guys from CH, he's so cool, I was like "Oh my god, it's Gordie Tupper! That's so cool!" and they were all like laughing at me and Gordie was like "Yay, someone knows me!"

It was so weird when we got inside because there were the people who were waiting to audition, and then there was this TV which showed the auditions, which were in the room beside it. The audition room was so cool, there were like lights all around it and they had a big sign saying your name which they focused on before you started. The first two performers were like these Britney wannabe dancers who danced to Britney music, and then there was this girl who sang "Reflection", only she sucked because she was too loud and forgot the words and shut her eyes when she was singing, which you totally should NOT do after what happened to that guy in the American Idol auditions. He was singing badly with his eyes shut and when he opened them Randy and Simon were gone and Paula was just like sitting there staring at him. When the sucky girl came out she was like crying because she knew she sucked and her like 6 friends who me and Mom thought were going to audition were like trying to convince her that she didn't suck, even though they knew she did.

My mom said that I was good, and that I did everything a good performer knew how to do, which is like stare straight at the camera because it makes you look hot, and smile, and dance, which I didn't even know I was doing, and my mom was expecting me to like stare at the floor like I did at my school talent show, but when I didn't she was like "Whoa, I didn't know she could do that!", so that's cool.

Plus, I think that doing this made Calum think better of me, because usually he's not that interested in what I have to say, but when I told him yesterday I was going, he like totally paid attention and asked me about it and seemed kind of impressed, which is really a good thing for him.

So, if they decide I don't suck, they'll contact me by April 1st, and I really hope they do.

Song of the day: George Huff - "I can love you like that". That is just the best song in the world right now, man.